My Heart Bud Website Has been Taken from me!

My old www.heartbud.com website has been taken from me and the charge to get it back is thousands of dollars, which makes it impossible for me. This also wipes out the important email account I had for that site, which also wiped out a lot of evidence.

This site was an important part of my work! :-(

Poems I Recently Wrote

Despair's Prison
copyright Sharon R. Poet 10/1/2022

My despair thrust itself 

Against it's prison's pane, 

With withered Hope 

And no saving rope 

To soothe away it's bane, 

Then wove it's way 

With nothing to say 

Through heavy drops of rain, 

That dare to fall 

And fail to stall 

Over and over and over again. 

 But it searches still, 

With all it's sight, 

Through twisted webs 

 And darkened ebbs, 

For the needed Light. 

Is it there - does it exist 

Or must it remain sorely missed? 

Will there ever be an end 

To their relentless night?

Web of Deception 

copyright Sharon R. Poet 10/2/2022

They weaved their web inside my dream 

As well as in my tortured life. 

Concealing darkness that snuck in 

To compound my strife. 

Its happened before and may again 

But I hope it never will. 

There has to be a real Light 

Somewhere beyond that hill.

Fantasies 

copyright Sharon R. Poet 10/2/2022

Freedom reins in my fatasies 

Around my heart's aching bleeds 

And my soul's unfilled needs. 

Perhaps someday it will be real - 

Something I can fully feel.

Hidden Knife 

copyright Sharon R. Poet 10/2/2022

If they could care 

 To leave the mask 

Inside an unused task, 

And cast aside the 

Hidden knife, 

The hell could end 

And heart may send 

 It in to save my life.

The Return

copyright Sharon R. Poet 10/2/2022

When I write out my rhymes 

Its a returning to my Self 

And the memories of times 

When freedom was not a wish 

But something that was mine. 

Did that freedom truly exist 

In any of the sorted past? 

If it did it did not last. 

But perhaps it will return 

In lessons we must learn.

Emily's Mother

copyright 10-1-2022 Sharon R. Poet

She gasped one breath 

Before her death 

Dared to finally fall. 

Tears that fell 

Came to wish her well 

Through the final call.

Dear Emily copyright

Sharon R. Poet 10/2/2022

Writing our hearts 

Is something we must do. 

It is true. 

I can so relate to you. 

I lack your education, 

But we are still alike 

Even as victims of a dark 

That swung around to strike. 

Our "childish" rhymes 

Could reach the times 

In hearts we could touch. 

We must not let "intellect" 

Interfere so much.

How I Feel About Abortions

I feel that abortions should be done in the natural way; There are plants that women can use for natural contraception and also for a natural abortion in the first few months of pregnancy. It is very sad that we lost most of the wisdom of these plants and how to use them, but surely it can be regained.

I hope that women who have successfully used natural plants for abortions will publicly share what they used and how they used it, so that humanity can reclaim the wisdom of how to have a safe and natural abortion at home. In a dream I was given the name of an herb, which appears to be for this purpose. That herb was "Ladies Mantle." I have heard that Penny Royal and other herbs can also be effective. I do not know how much or how often to use them, but I'm sure there are people who do and hopefully they will soon be able to freely share that information without being targeted in any way or regarless of the foolish targeting.
   Knowledge of the natural ways to have an abortion, in the privacy and comfort of our own homes, should be made available to every woman and the rest of humanity. An abortion should be as free and easy as growing and picking and using the right plants in effective ways.
   Some say that the plants are unsafe, but I strongly feel that they are actually the safest way to have an abortion; we just need to learn which ones to use and how to use them. And we should be doing our own propagation and growing of these plants. Women were doing this for thousands of years, before modern pharmaceuticals and invasive medical procedures took control, and there is nothing wrong with returning to the natural ways. I actually think we must, for the sake of our health and safety.
   Through nature, we truly have been provided with everything we need and I think we must turn back in that direction, for abortions as well as everything else.

I understand that there is a lot of controversy on this "abortion" subject. I feel that the drive against abortions contains far too little consideration for BOTH women and children. So I feel a need to make a stand on it... No woman should ever be forced to have a child, that she either does not want or does not feel comfortable bringing into this world, because it is not good for her or the child.
   If I could still have children; I would not even consider bringing another child into this world right now, because it is such a troubled place and I would not want my child to be subjected to it. If I got pregnant now, I'd want to immediately stop the process, in the natural way, in the comfort of my own home. If I were still in my child bearing years, and was sexually active, I'd be growing the plants that I'd need for both contraception and abortion in my own yard or on my own windowsill. I feel sure that most women would also prefer this, even though many have not publicly said so due to the horrid negative judgements that have been being flung around. Those judgements must stop, especially since they sometimes get cruel or violent. I hope those who fling them find their hearts.

Women should be free to choose an abortion, in the early stages of a pregnancy, without being shamed for it. And ALL women should be informed of the natural ways to do it with home grown plants in the comfort of their own homes so that they are also free to choice either that or going to a clinic. These are just basic human rights that should not be shamed or prevented.

P.S. If our world were a more free and safe and healthy and affordable place to raise children... more women would be having more babies. If those who negatively fight against abortion would drop the axe and aim for less discord and more kindness and more consideration and more respect for women's rights and the needs of children...they could actually help make our world a healthier place for children to be birthed into.

WE MUST MAKE OUR WORLD SAFE FOR CHILDREN!