Tributes to Sinead O'Connor

(Updated 9-06-2023)

There are now many tributes to Sinead, but few share the things that have been behind the scenes. Sinead bravely stood for honesty and truth and we can best honor her by standing up for her with the truth. Below is part of the truth I see…

It is not fair to blame her suffering on only her childhood or "mental illness." Sinead O'Connor's TRUE story gives humanity an opportunity to look into its own dark closets - the places where people are neglected and hurt instead of being loved and healed, because this is what happened to Sinead, in her adult life as well as in her childhood. I feel that Sinead was being covertly targeted as well as being overtly targeted.
   The truth is that Sinead O'Connor's suffering was caused by the people who intentionally hurt and neglected her, and by a severe lack of support in the process of healing from those painful childhood (and adult) experiences, and by a severe lack of support in the process of regaining confidence in her own sanity after she had been repeatedly stigmatized with the "mental illness" label.
   This is not about blaming people who could not give her the levels of love and support she needed. Sometimes people just literally don't know how to give what is needed, because they never learned how to or because their own hearts are too wounded or blocked to be capable of it. But no matter what the reasons were, the results are the same for Sinead and the uncountable thousands of other wounded people who just need real Love, and support with the natural healing process, and freedom from covert targeting, in order to become peaceful and content.

Sinead was initially a wounded child who needed a lot of love and support with her own natural healing process. And she got far too much of the opposite in her adult life and this took its tole.
The media and music industry suddenly thrust her up on a pedestal, for their own monetary gain, and then they cruelly tore her down directly after she used her fame, in order to help humanity realize the evil abuse that has been happening in Catholic organizations.
   She had wanted to be a protest singer, who sang her own songs... not a fake pop or a rock star. Yes, it was her choice to go with the record company, but it was not her choice to be cruelly torn down by them and the media...etc.
   Sinead then was repeatedly crushed by the "mental health" institutions that labeled/stigmatized her and prescribed harmful pharmaceuticals, instead of helping her to heal... and by the media that continued to manipulate people against her... and by the masses of "fans" who swung against her instead of being kind and considerate... and by the many puppets who followed orders to harass her or to befriend her just to abandon her during times of need... and by the many people who neglected her and could not love and support her the way she needed to be loved and supported...etc.
   She often pretended that the lashings and cruel judgments were not hurting her, because they cut her too deep - because they were literally ripping her to shreds on the inside and she couldn't bear the pain. Her periods of belligerent anger were masks for her unbearable pain. But she was more than that tough, defiant, swearing wall she'd erect around her sensitive heart. And she was more than the songs they wanted her to sing for them. She was a human being with common human needs.
   Sinead had set out to be a protest singer whose songs could not only help her to heal, but also help bring awareness to child abuse. But the evil parts of our world aimed to rear her off of that path and wanted her, and everyone else, to think that she was "crazy" so that her insights and wisdom would not be heard or believed. And they had great success with this, unfortunately.
   No matter how Sinead actually physically died; the truth is that her life was slowly snuffed out by the heartlessness that exists in humanity's dark closets. Her son's death was just the last big blow in a very long chain of painful blows, which she was being struck with throughout her adult life.
    The truth is that Sinead was too blatantly real and honest and caring for the most shallow and evil parts of humanity. And the things they, and their puppets, did to her had deeply hurt her.
    Sinead felt so painfully unloved in this world, because she WAS too painfully unloved in this world. Many fans loved the songs she sang, and her close friends and family members probably did love her as much as they were capable of or as much as they could... But how many people, who could understand what she was going through, and give her the levels of comfort she needed, were consistently right there by her side when she needed them the most? (The family members of long term heavily targeted individuals tend to get drugged and brainwashed into neglecting and abandoning the primary target during times of desperate need... And the effects of this can be devastating. I know, because its happened to me too.)

We should not feel guilty, unless we intentionally did things to hurt Sinead. But those of us who did not take part in hurting her should look at what we didn't do. She had needed the heart of humanity to rally around her and this did not happen nearly as much as it should have. And we need to look at why this happened to such a (supposedly beloved) public figure in our crowded world. There truly is an evil in humanity, that cruelly (and often covertly) targets wise and intuitive and caring and independent people who want to help humanity. I feel certain that Sinead was a victim of this, just as I and many other people have been.

Humanity must face its own faults and wrong doings, in order to do better in the future. And Sinead's real life story is one of its many opportunities to do this.

I'm glad her suffering is over. I hope she is now wrapped in the Love and Light she'd yearned for throughout all of her life here. That Love should have been here for her in humanity. I hope humanity find's it's heart.

I was never a fan of Sinead's music career. The first time I heard of her was around 2017 when I (by chance) watched videos where she was literally crying out for help. At that time I reached out to her, because I felt that she was being targeted in ways that she did not realize...etc. As I wish there was more I could have done to help her, I am feeling there was and that I failed her too. I need to look into my part in this as well. Should I have kept sending her consoling messages after she appeared to have recovered from this difficult round? Should I have sent her my Embracing Feelings and Healing book? I am being targeted too, so it was a difficult time for me as well, but there surely was more I could have done to console her and help her to regain trust in her own sanity and help her to heal her broken heart.

Below are two realistic tributes to Sinead. The first video is a tribute showing when she got booed by a large controlled/manipulated crowd of people/puppets, shortly after exposing the evil in Catholic organizations on TV. They had told Kris to go get her off the stage, but he walked out there and said in her ear, "Don't let the bastards get you down." And then she appears to have angrily blasted the crowd and then held her chin up, which was her type of defiant reaction. She probably even pretended that it did not hurt her, but it surely cut her to the core. You can't thrust a person into the lime light and then suddenly turn it off, without deeply hurting them, and I think this was VERY well known by those who were in charge.
    In the second video below Sinead shares her controversial view of God and Religion. Her view makes perfect sense to me. But even if we do not agree with it, we should not hate her or boo her or target her in any way. And we ALL need to look at what makes us do these sorts of heartless things. Sinead is entitled to her own beliefs and opinions just as much as all of the rest of us are. The Catholic church appears to be at the root of the targeting of Sinead and me and many others. Before the worse of the targeting of me started, I'd had a precognitive dream about a group of nuns invading my life.
    The third video below is a tribute to Sinead, which shares an opinion about how Sinead was failed by our "mental health" industry, which I feel is VERY accurate and that even far worse than that happened to her in the "mental health" organizations. It appears that some Targeted Individuals are microwaved in ways that effect emotions, and then they are labeled as "mentally ill" and drugged/silenced and manipulated..., OR our lives are covertly sabotaged and we are harassed so brutally that all our energy goes into fighting to survive it, instead of into sharing our wisdom and hearts with humanity. The latter one happened to me. But it appears that BOTH of these situations happened to Sinead. She went through at least one round of trying to recover from the negative effects of the "mental illness" label and the pharmaceuticals that were pushed upon her in those institutions. In the end, she didn't heal and remained that wounded child who kept groping for a Love that was not here for her and couldn't be because of the evil targeting.
    Below these three videos, I share a few interviews where Sinead tells parts of her own story...

Sinéad O'Connor, Kris Kristofferson and Freedom

https://youtu.be/4uptPnHZs3Q?si=TS9QCt-POWbtcAKt

Sinead's View of Religion - Channel Four News 2013

https://youtu.be/SB9F6YoyxJA?si=9cWY69KuQH4bcxI9&t=187

Insights into what probably went wrong

https://youtu.be/ekQhTSNg0aA?si=piB_0PN7mRYq7T1n

Sinead O'Connor interview on Absolute Radio 2012

https://youtu.be/JKMm3qJuX8E?si=uOlR04F0EwU6Tidv

Sinead O'Connor on The Graham Norton Show 2012 *

https://youtu.be/mBMyQvSqDag?si=sHFMcFK3Zh-rmRuQ

Interview where Sinead shares her experience with a false "mental illness" diagnosis 2014

https://youtu.be/NQnKxucghAk?si=s_DtgfiadbYWUWZx

* Below is the real picture on Sinead's CD - "How about I be me (and you be you)," which was introduced, in an interview above, as well as on youtube, with a different jacket...and this appears to be part of the ongoing covert harassment. See how adorable the real picture is? Its very appropriately a distressed child holding her hand up as if to say, "Stop! Leave me alone!" I can see why they wanted to cover up this picture - it's very heart touching and probably meant a lot to her. Parts of this CD literally are her defiant and angry and wounded inner child giving them hell, especially in the end of the CD. (This picture is from her CD cover on Amazon.)

    Ironically this CD title is very similar to a poem I wrote in the mid to late 1990s. Mine said, "How about you be you and I be me and heart the only one to see...."

P.S. In many ways Sinead and I were complete opposites, but in some ways she felt like a soul sister to me. We both aimed to heal from a difficult childhood and help stop child abuse in humanity. We both were empathic and intuitive and compassionate poets and songwriters who wanted to publicly share our wisdom and insights in ways that would help humanity. And it appears that we were both targeted by evil forces because of this. But we were very different too...
    I did a lot of inner child healing work in the 1980s and 1990s and this made a huge positive difference in my life. I was very lucky to have found more than one good and wise counselor, who was aware of the natural healing process and had helped me instead of hurting me with the labels and pharmaceuticals. So I was not stigmatized with the "mental illness" label or suppressed with the brain numbing and heart blocking pharmaceuticals, like Sinead and many other people have been. Consequently, my aim to help humanity has been about encouraging healing, instead of being suppressed with the pharmaceuticals...etc. In this way Sinead and I were on opposite paths.
    It is sad that Sinead was not as lucky as I was - that she was suppressed by the "mental health" system and kept stuck in such a negative place inside herself, through so much of her life. If Sinead and I had ever tried to be close friends, our personalities would have clashed, because I would not have tolerated (or wanted to be subjected to) her constant belligerent swearing. But I wish I'd done more to help her regain trust in her own sanity and heal her broken heart and climb out of that hell.

Ode to Sinead O'Connor

About a month ago I found out that Sinead O'Connor died, but then I forgot about it, probably due to my state of overwhelm. But now I'm facing it...

Nobody is saying how she died, but it was probably a suicide. I believe that she was an unaware Targeted Individual and that this was part of the cause of the unbearable hell she has experienced in the past three decades of her life.
   Her life story is a heart wrenching one that goes from having a very religious and extremely abusive childhood, to almost instant fame with her poems and songs, to being unjustly judged and ridiculed and degraded....etc.
   She was treated horribly, by masses of people, after she publicly tore up a picture of the pope while saying "Fight the real enemy," back in the early 1990s. Only now, is there just starting to be an understanding of why she did this. I understood it the first time I saw it. It was a bit of a crude way of saying it, but this was understandable because of the pain she was in and the fact that she was literally fighting for freedom from the extremely abusive parts of the catholic organizations. It is sad that so many people do not realize the damage that has been done to masses of people, in the catholic schools and institutions, and how much control the dark parts of that organization has also had outside of those institutions. People need to know and it has to be stopped.

I hope Sinead's soul is truly free and at peace now. I'm not grieving for her death, because I'm glad she is now free of the hell that relentlessly targeted her. The torment I saw in her a few years ago was heart wrenching and I'm glad its over. I grieved for her back when she was begging for help on youtube and was blaming only herself and "mental illness" for what was happening to her. Over and over again she cried out for a Love that was so obviously not there for her in her life. My heart ached for her and I had reached out to her, but I do not know if she ever got my messages. She and many others blamed her distress on her childhood, but it was not just that. She certainly was a wounded person, but my insights say that she was also a very heavily targeted person. We will probably never know how much of her woundedness was inflicted by the covert targeting and pharmaceuticals, but a lot surely was.

Sinead started her adult life in a state of grief, but with a good poetic heart that wanted to help save and heal the world, which is evident in her "Famine" song. But she ended up torn between agony and a bitter toughness that only the evil targeting can instill.

Before Sinead left us she wrote an audio book called "Rememberings," and she and Kathryn Ferguson did a documentary about part of her life. They are now being sold on Amazon. I have not listened to them yet, but the video below shares a bit about the documentary.
   Below I also share Sinead's "Famine" video, which was a cry for truth and understanding and healing to take place in the covert targeting of Ireland, and it is akin to the cry of all targeted people in all countries. Her initial focus on exposing the truth, and healing for the damages that have been done, is akin to mine, so I can deeply relate to this part of her stand. But she was shoved down a dark road and her life story can now shine a light into some of the darkest parts of humanity, which we should ALL be facing and healing, instead of being either crushed by it or negatively influenced and used by it. Parts of her story may never be told, because she did not seem to know about the covert targeting of individual hearts that stand up for freedom and healing, and this is one of the saddest parts of all. However, the obvious and well known parts show a lot. Someone wrote that, "the world owes Sinead an apology." And much of it truly does - all the dark and heartless parts that struck out at her, both covertly and overtly. It owes her an apology and it owes all of humanity freedom from its own controlling and torturous hell.

How horribly sad and unjust is it when a person has
to leave their own life, in order to be free from harm?

I hope Sinead's Soul/Heart/Spirit is truly free and is now healing in the arms of pure Love and Light. If only we could all have this right here in our own lives, like we should.

About the Sinead O'Connor Documentary - "Nothing Compares"

https://youtu.be/s5vz76Mv0bM?si=5AwSnJ6nE74KlY4F

Sinead O'Connor - Famine (Official Music Video)

https://youtu.be/EZIB6MslCAo?si=uobXrA2TbbWfgm06

P.S. My tears are welling, not because Sinead is finally free, but because of how she was so cruelly hurt while she was alive. Its just too sad. The untold part of her story is akin to many others that have been silently carried to the grave, mostly due to a lack of awareness. But its also a story that many tortured and suffering targets have told through the past several decades. Its a story that I've been telling for about twelve years now. Have you heard it? Can you believe it? Can you care? Its a story that should be told and proven by people who are not being called "mentally ill" or "conspiracy theorists"...etc. Its a story that can help set humanity free.

An Innocent Forbidden Act

For those who may want to judge me or my parents, due to me stating in my last two blog posts, that we had a Ribes plant in the 1960s; I am sure that my parents did not plant it there. It was on our almost 300 year old farm and was not in the gardens. I had actually, just by chance, found it. It was very obviously growing wild in and around a stone wall under other plants. I noticed the pretty little red berries, after the frost had killed the leaves around it. I asked my father about it and he looked at it and told me they were edible. I remember sitting there on the stone wall, with my father, eating the berries.
   Judging by the pictures I've seen, it was a Ribes Triste. Reports say that the berry is very sour or bitter, but this was not the case with these. Perhaps the Ribes triste berry needs to experience a frost or two before becoming sweeter. I loved the berries. I actually deeply feel a special connection to these little Ribes plants. Intuitively, I feel that they are VERY important parts of our history, which needs to be restored. Please read the previous two articles on them.

The Forbidden Ribes Triste

copyright 8-16-2023 Sharon R. Poet

It felt special even before it was forbidden -

Those little red berries partially hidden.

Its a special memory in the few I've had.

It was a moment of pleasure with my Dad.

P.S. If my parents were growing them, I'd say so. But they weren't. I wish they had been. I loved those pretty little red berries and would have gladly eaten more of them.

More on Our Native Currants and Gooseberrys

I have been doing a bit more research, since my last post, and have found more information, including more of the accurate names of native currant and gooseberry varieties. This is based on the most professional reports I've found.
   It appears that in the early 1900s federal laws were passed, in order to ban all Ribes bushes in America, due to concern of them being a carrier for the blister rust disease, which was destroying certain types of white pines. In the following years, all currant and gooseberry bushes were being destroyed.
   Several decades later, it was realized that the disease was hosted and spread primarily (or only) through the Ribes nigrum blackcurrant, which had been brought from Europe and widely planted. After the ban, the imported Ribes nigrum plants had been being modified in ways that were thought to be immune to the disease, but ended up being even more of a danger to the white pines.
   The disease itself is also reported to have been imported from Asia, with young pine plants. Its a bit confusing and not much info can be found through the web. But, regardless of how it all happened the damages done, to our native current and gooseberry populations, must now be repaired. Some steps have been taken in this direction, but much more is needed...
   In the 1960s the federal ban on all Ribes species was lifted and it was left up to the states to keep the bans or not. Maine's ban appears to now be primarily against only the imported Ribes nigrum and new cultivars that came from it, which is very understandable. Vermont has no ban on any Ribes plants at all. A 2017 report from the USDA stated that the current ban in New Hampshire is only on "cr-type Ribes plants," which is the European Ribes nigrum blackcurrants and new varieties that have been created from its genes, which is understandable. I do not know about the laws in other states.
   According to a 2010 USDA report; our own native black currant - Ribes americanum, has now been found to be a very "low risk" for hosting the blister rust disease. It turns out that our own native Ribes took a huge and unfair beating, back when "all Ribes" were being blamed and destroyed. Poor things!
   I am sure that the mistakes made were partly due to people believing inaccurate information and people not realizing how important these types of natural food sources were to us and other animals. Sometimes we make mistakes, but we can learn from them, and in this situation, it appears that the damage done to our native Ribes population can be repaired fairly quickly, because native Ribes are a hardy and fast growing species that can be easily propagated from both the berry seeds and branch cuttings. The trick is to make sure that we are re-planting only our own real native ones and not any of the others.

Today, several of the Northeastern states have some of our native Ribes plants listed as endangered species, which need to be protected and restored. It was through these reports that I finally found some of the authentic names of the truly native American varieties, many of which are also native to Canada. It appears that there had been no ban in Canada and so they surely have more of these than we now do. Perhaps they will help us restore our own.

List of endangered native Ribes plants in Connecticut
https://portal.ct.gov/DEEP/Endangered-Species/Endangered-Species-Listings/Endangered-Threatened--Special-Concern-Plants

Ribes glandulosum; Skunk currant
Ribes lacustre; Swamp black currant
Ribes rotundifolium; Wild currant
Ribes triste: Swamp red currant (The one I munched on when I was a little munchkin. :-)


List of endangered native Ribes plants in Massachusetts;
https://www.mass.gov/info-details/list-of-endangered-threatened-and-special-concern-species#plants

Ribes lacustre; Bristly Black Currant

List of endangered native Ribes plants in Maryland;
https://dnr.maryland.gov/wildlife/Documents/rte_Plant_List.pdf

Ribes americanum; Wild Black Currant
Ribes cynosbati; Prickly Gooseberry
Ribes glandulosum; Skunk Currant

List of endangered native Ribes plants in Pennsylvania
https://www.pacodeandbulletin.gov/Display/pacode?file=/secure/pacode/data/017/chapter45/chap45toc.html

Ribes missouriense; Missouri Gooseberry

List of endangered native Ribes plants in Delaware
https://documents.dnrec.delaware.gov/fw/conservation/RARE%20PLANTS%20OF%20DELAWARE%202018.pdf

Ribes americanum; wild black gooseberry
Ribes hirtellum; Northern gooseberry

I did not check every state, so there is probably a lot more. And I have not been able to find a listing of all of the Ribes plants that are truly native to North America. Its was not only a forbidden fruit, but was also forgotten by much of humanity here in the USA. And there is not much available information on it. I still suspect that this was part of the covert targeting of the USA, like I said in my previous post. (I also suspect that the destruction of most of our Black Walnut trees also was.) But, regardless, we can and should bring back our native current and gooseberry bushes, because they were, and still are, a valuable natural food that is need for our health and wellbeing, as well as that of the bear, deer and moose and birds...etc.

I think that one of the lessons we should all learn from this situation is that new manmade varieties of our native foods are not as good as the natural wild ones. New ones may produce more fruit...etc., but at what cost? If it were up to me, only the wild and native varieties would be grown, even commercially, because they are the only ones that have the perfect balance of nutrients that our bodies need. If I still owned my property I'd be planting native varieties of both currants and gooseberrys as well as other healthy native food producing trees and shrubs and plants. And I'd be eating the gifts they produce for me. What would you do if you could?

FYI; Raw native currants and gooseberrys are extremely nutritious. They are known to be a literal superfood, which can prevent viruses and heart problems and kidney problems and cancer and arthritis and urinary tract problems and many other illnesses, due to their very high content of vitamins C and A and K and potassium and phosphorus and calcium and antioxidants and iron...etc. And they remove toxins from the body. Surely people were a lot more healthy back when the native ones were a regular part of our diet. We need them back. We really do.

P.S. In bing searches on the web, the dangerous Ribes Nigrum is the one that comes up in searches for native currents in the USA. This is happening with many sites, as well as wikipedia. I found much more accurate info through google searches.

Ode to the Wild Currents of the USA

Wild currents, which are native to Northern North America, have an interesting history...

   In my childhood I ate and loved a little red berry that grew around a stone wall on the farm I grew up on. We had not planted it and it appeared to be a wild plant. A couple years ago I tried finding out what it was, but ran into wall after wall. However, it felt important to me, so I persisted. And I finally found out what they were! They were red currents, most likely a wild variety. I've had a really hard time finding information about the real wild currents on the web, because it was literally a forbidden fruit that has now been mostly forgotten and has been being replaced with genetically modified varieties, which is mostly what is on the web.
   However, I learned that the wild currents and gooseberries, of North America, were very abundant and very commonly eaten raw and used in jams...etc., prior to 1911 when they were banned in the USA and uncountable millions of them were destroyed. Exactly why they were banned has raised suspicions and I have some of my own...

An interesting chain of facts;

It was around 1900 when there began a very strong push to prevent people from using plants for medicine, in order to transition humanity into buying man made pharmaceuticals instead. AND the wild currents are extremely medicinal, possibly far more so than most wild plants in Northern America; they are known to be really good for curing and preventing viruses and heart problems and many other illnesses, due to their very high content of vitamins C and K and iron...etc. Coincidence?
    It was also around 1900 when Nicola Tesla and others learned that certain pharmaceuticals, used in conjunction with radio waves, could interfere with various natural functions of the human mind. This was the birth of pharmaceutical and radio wave (microwave) mind control. AND eating wild currents is known to remove toxins from the body, which could render at least some pharmaceuticals either less effective or not effective at all. Coincidence?
    The logging industry was reported to have been the ones who pushed for the ban on wild currents and wild gooseberries in the USA; they claimed that they carried the white pine blister rust disease that was destroying the White Pines and that their existence was going to be too devastating to the logging industry. But was that the truth? And if not, who inspired or manipulated them into doing that? Was it the pharmaceutical industry? The USA Government wisely lifted the federal ban on wild currents in the 1960s, after realizing that the risk was too minimal to warrant the extinction of a valuable plant. The USDA now says that "the American black currant is considered a low risk for serving as a host for the white pine blister rust." So things are now heading in the right direction. But what about the wild red current and gooseberries? And what about the state laws; growing wild currents and gooseberries is still illegal in some states. When are we going to get this important part of our real and needed food and medicine back?

The wild current is one of our many abused and mostly forgotten treasures, and it surely is one of the most important ones for us to rescue and use.

Sadly, uncountable millions of wild current and gooseberry bushes were destroyed in America and growing them is still illegal in some states. Of all the wild and abundant plant foods, that human beings need for the sake of retaining good health, wild currents are surely one of the most important ones, if not the most important one in Northern America and Canada. These valuable plants were not only needed for human health and wellbeing, but also for that of bears and deer and moose and birds...etc. Since the ban, new species of currents have been being created and some are even thought to be the "wild currents" in some places on the web. But they aren't and we need the real thing, not a manmade imitation with less nutrients...etc.

According to what I have found thus far; Ribes Americanum appears to be a real wild current that is native to the northern USA and Canada. It is also known as the "wild black current" and "American Black Currant" and "Eastern Black Current." Ribes Triste also appears to be a real wild one that is native to Northern America and is also called the "Swamp Red Current" and "Northern Red Current" and "Bitter Current." But I am not fully trusting this information, because there was so little on the web and its obviously a plant species that has been forgotten by most people. I want to be sure that I have the proper names of the real unaltered wild ones. So, I need to do more research. Please also do your own research and help bring the real wild currents and gooseberries back onto our lands and back into our bodies for the sake of our health and that of our wildlife. Propagation of wild currents is actually very easy - they can be planted with seeds in the berries or through rooting little branch cuttings. With just a little human help, one existing wild current plant could quickly produce thousands of new ones, which can mature and produce fruit within just three years. There is hope.
   
So, it appears that those pretty little red berries, which I ate and loved as a child, were (and still are) forbidden fruit. But they shouldn't be. I still feel like I need to eat them and I should be allowed to. I hear that, although wild currents were mostly destroyed in the Northeastern USA, they are still growing wild in Michigan and are considered an invasive weed there. (Hopefully it is the truly wild variety.) But I can't go there right now. Perhaps other people will help bring them back to the Northeastern USA and other places where they were mostly destroyed, if they are the real wild ones. Perhaps you could be one of these people, if you want to be.

Know it and Grow it

Part of my 1990s dream of building recovery/healing centers, with the profits from my publications...etc., was to make those properties completely self sufficient with a type of organic farming that grew only unmodified/natural edible trees and plants that are mostly native to the location of the land. My medicinal "sacred garden" part of my dream was very important to me, because it was about healing on every level - I was going to do them in my own unique way. And then I was going to turn the gardens into public parks so that they could be preserved for the communities around them to freely use forever.
   The targeting has obviously prevented any part of my dream from even having a chance to happen, thus far. And this has been and still is a great source of pain for me, especially since I have been hurt so much, in the past two decades, that I now need my own recovery centers as much as (if not more than) the people I had wanted to build them for. But they do not exist yet. And every part of my dream seems impossible, at this point. But I still fantasize about it and I find moments of joy in seeing what other people are doing with organic gardening...etc.
   Yesterday I distracted myself from the hell, which surrounded yet another email infiltration, by watching more youtube videos. I've been learning a lot from people who are doing their own versions of natural organic gardening. I'm glad to see this practice growing in our world, even though it is without my participation. It even appears that many people are restoring farm lands that had been harmed by chemicals and other destructive modern farming practices.

Many people are now also returning to seed saving, from their own natural organic gardens, in order to be self sufficient and supply their families or communities with healthy food. This shift back into 100% natural and organic food production, within our own neighborhoods, truly is what is best for humanity and the Earth and the atmosphere. Its actually the only healthy way. Its a shame that it has taken so long for this needed shift to start taking place on a larger scale. But it finally is happening and it will hopefully rapidly pick up its pace until its all we have - imagine no more pharmaceuticals or chemical fertilizers or pesticides or genetic modifications contaminating or hurting our food and our bodies...and no large industrial companies controlling it or making money off of what need to have, in order to survive. It actually helps me to see that there are truly good things happening in our world. Parts of it are truly heading in a positive direction and even seem free to do so. Its actually wonderful to see this contrast to what I've been experiencing in my life.
   Below are two interesting videos about regenerative farming. I really enjoyed watching the first one, because the owner of that farm portrayed an energy, and a state of mind, that has been far too rare in our world. He truly was a joy to listen to. He was like a breath of fresh air in the hell that was surrounding me. I hope these videos inspire people to do their own organic or regenerative gardening or farming, even if it is just one or two trees in small yards... If you want a flowering shrub or a shade tree, why not plant natural native ones that also produce healthy edible nuts or fruits? The day may come when it's food is needed. Actually, its already here, its just that more people need to know it and grow it. Please help spread the word...

Left BBC's Planet Earth to start dream family homestead (full tour)

https://youtu.be/Ul2kfTpZBw0

Homestead Paradise: got barren land, boosted it at a profit

https://youtu.be/sRPP4Ilpxso

Facing Our Core Problem

(Revised 8-9-2023)

Have you noticed the sad state of our world; the growing discord and confusion, the masses of people who behave like numb sheep, the many lost people who seem unable to use their own common sense and hearts, and the resulting elevated levels of hate and discord and violence? It is clear that something is very wrong and that we must realize what it is, so that we can set things right...

The Core Problem

Most people are aware that radio waves can be shot down from space for internet and phone use. But they can also be shot down for other purposes. The other purposes have not been advertised, but they are many. Radio waves, which are tuned to the same frequency as the human brain, can remotely influence people. And this process is more effective on people who have sustained a certain type of brain damage and people who are ingesting certain types of pharmaceuticals; brain and feeling numbing psychiatric pharmaceuticals have been prescribed to HUGE masses of people through the field of general medicine as well as through the field of psychiatry. And other people are ingesting them through the "traces" of them that have been being found in public and bottled drinking water, and possibly also through other pharmaceuticals or vaccines. (I suspect that filters have been built into radio wave detection and blocking technologies, which makes them bypass the very low frequencies that are used for mind control. Please pass this info onto officials.)

Please don't cast this out as a "conspiracy theory." Even just the slightest chance of this really happening should instigate massive investigations. I am sure that it is indeed happening, on a large scale, since at least the 1950s. And it appears that the remote influencing can happen to whole communities as well as individuals. Even just the pharmaceutical part of this problem is a holocaustal situation, because it blocks people’s hearts and instincts and turns people into numb sheep who are more brainwashable and less caring...etc.
   In the early 1960s, President John F. Kennedy stood up to expose hints of this problem in a speech to the press. He said, "there is no escaping either the gravity or the totality of its challenge to our survival and to our security - a challenge that confronts us in unaccustomed ways in every sphere of human activity.... This is a time of peace and peril, which knows no precedent in history... we look for strength and assistance, confident that with YOUR help, man will be what he was born to be - free and independent." https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zdMbmdFOvTs. (If only he had fully explained what was happening, and how it was happening, before he was killed.)
   As we realize the reality of this we must be careful to not misplace blame so that the discord is kept to a minimum. People tend to think that "its the government" but government officials are victims of it too. It appears that even our White House has not been safe from the mind control intrusions. I see evidence of this in the unusual behaviors of many officials. There are now masses of mind control victims in humanity, ranging from mild to severe. It may even be accurate to say that most of humanity is already enslaved to some degree. And blaming victims is not going to help this situation. Those who are responsible seem to be some sort of satanic occult, which has been enslaving and using people while they hide behind the scenes. Some evidence points toward this being a covert continuation of the holocaust Hitler was involved in. They seem to want complete control of humanity and have heavily targeted America in many ways. 

Criminal use of brain and feeling numbing pharmaceuticals and radio wave technologies truly is the most dangerous thing humanity will ever have to face and stop, and this MUST be faced and completely stopped as quickly as possible.

Please give this the benefit of your understandable doubt.

Be objective. Be brave. Be peaceful. Be understanding and kind.

BE FREE

 Please print and share this paper - please help set humanity free.

 http://www.poeticpublications.com/mind2023.pdf