Dealing With the Anger

Feeling angry about the horrid injustices, that are happening to the Palestinian people, is a natural human response. I have no doubt that most of the Palestinian victims of Israel's violence, as well as most of the people who are aware of what is really happening, are grappling with the types of anger that naturally tend to cover deep states of grief, during catastrophic times. For those who are still directly being hurt by Israel's violence; the anger is what fuels their needed defiance and resilience and enables them to survive.
   For them, as well as the rest of us; finding ways to vent the anger, without it hurting other people, is something we must all strive to do. And we must do our best to take good care of ourselves - to create private personal time periods, where we can let ourselves freely cry out the pain, because this will help release the anger/grief and keep our hearts healthy.

In the video below three Palestinians express their feelings in what ended up being like a support group setting. This is a very healthy thing to do, and I want to encourage others to do this as well - to gather in small groups and take turns sharing and venting feelings.
   I loved watching this video. It was truly a great expression of feelings and concerns as well as some accurate information about the plight of the Palestinians. There is just one thing in it I want to caution people on; in one part of it they talked about never forgiving Israel and asked other people to never forgive, and I want to tell you all to NOT take this literally. It is far too soon for forgiveness to settle in for the Palestinians, very understandably. Before that can even have the chance of happening; justice must be served and freedom and true peace must be gained, and then healing must take place. Forgiveness takes time, especially when people are still under fire. So please do not judge the Palestinians for not yet being in a place of forgiveness.

I too feel very angry right now, because I feel a deep connection to the Palestinians and I understand some of what they are going through. I had dreams about this current situation long before I even knew about it. Its like my soul is connected to them in some way. I can't explain it. Its just the way I feel. And I too am not nearly ready to think of forgiveness for Israeli leaders or Biden or Trump or the Zionists or anyone else who is responsible for the violent and evil ethnic cleansing and genocide and thefts that are still happening and not yet being truly stopped in Palestine.
   Sometimes I verbally vent, literally giving them all hell even though I am by myself and they can't hear me. Sometimes I vent it out by blasting out the truths in my writings. And sometimes I cry. Many times, in the past few months, I have found myself deeply crying as I wake up, or find tears suddenly flowing each time I hear that Israel's violence has not yet been ended, and that they are still too isolate from the proper kinds of help. It hurts like hell, literally. (I am crying as I write this part.) When I let myself cry my anger subsides and I feel better. And when I stifle my tears, the anger grows or I get too numb. So my advise to you all is...

Let yourselves cry as much as you can, to not only release the anger, but also to release the pain and keep yourselves emotionally healthy. Don't hold it in - grab a hanky and let it out as much as is possible. Its ok to cry; crying is like giving the heart a shower to wash away accumulated pain. Cry...for God's sake...cry.

The video below can help validate the anger, and the anxiety, and that emotionless state of shock that often follows traumatic experiences, as well as the fact that its far too soon for forgiveness to even have a chance, especially for the Palestinians who have suffered more than most of us can even begin to understand...

Aaron Bastani meets Palestinian Writers

https://youtu.be/uOgTUfeNXNE?si=n3NU4kaVUwfWsNfJ

I tried leaving this comment under this video, but it was erased, like usual lately; We will never forget what Israel has done. Someday, when we are ready, we must find forgiveness, though, for the sake of our own healing. But we must never forget. I too am not nearly ready to forgive right now. I feel very angry with Trump and Biden's and Israel's vile and evil behaviors. I think healing will take a long time, but it will happen, someday...after it is all truly over, and there is time to grieve in peace.

New "Peace" Deal for the Middle East?!

Netanyahu and Bidens Zionistic plan for Palestine, which Trump just added himself to, is far too one sided and contains vast loop holes. It appears to be a set up for Hamas to disagree, so that Israel can blame Hamas for what Israel probably plans to finish doing either way. It is VERY obviously a sly takeover of what remains of Palestine. It even gives Israel the right to continue its indiscriminate bombing and killing and destruction. Its shocking that they pretend its a great "peace" plan. There is actually no real security or safety in it for the Palestinians or any of the Middle East.

A truly fair and real peace promoting agreement, would include Israel immediately completely backing out of its ILLEGAL occupation in both the West Bank and Gaza parts of Palestine. And it would include Israel also agreeing to an immediate PERMANENT CEASE FIRE there as well as in the whole Middle East.
  And then Israel and ALL of the Zionists, and ALL of Israel's other supporters should have absolutely nothing to do with ANYTHING that happens in Gaza and the West Bank, especially governance, "oversite," "police force", real-estate deals...etc. Gaza and the West Bank should be rebuilt by only the Palestinians and only their own trustworthy friends whom they may choose to get help from. This is what is right and fair. In fact, its the only way that the Palestinians will ever have the chance to feel safe or free again.
     It should also include Israel returning ALL of the Palestinian hostages/"prisoners," because at least most of them only either resisted or reported or fought back against their lands being stolen and loved ones being killed by Israel, which is VERY different from being a criminal or a "terrorist." This is what is right and fair.

Then, future plans should include ALL of the previously displaced Palestinians returning to their own homelands in the rest of Palestine...and the new Jewish immigrants (of the past eighty years) should have the choice to PEACEFULLY accept this or leave. As for the involved Zionists and their aware supporters; they should be arrested and prosecuted for what they have done to the Jewish immigrants and the Palestinian people and others in the Middle East, and they should be taken out of the whole situation completely. This is what is right and just.

The Cost of Doing What is Right is Always far Less Than the Cost of Doing What is Wrong

In the UN yesterday, the "day after" plans pushed on, while masses of un-helped Palestinians continue being literally slaughtered! But, since that is the focus of the perpetrators, we must address it too...

ONLY the Palestinians should be in charge of Palestine, with guidance only from loyal and trustworthy Arab friends if they need and want it. Netanyahu (the Zionists) and ALL their supporters should not even be involved in governing or rebuilding Gaza and the West Bank, except with monetary payments, remotely sent to the Palestinians, for what they have destroyed. Nor should ANYONE else, whom the Zionists can coerce, or control or deceive, have anything to do with governing or rebuilding Palestine.

While the Zionists have been plotting out their greedy "day after" plan, masses of Palestinian families have been being slaughtered and Trump did absolutely nothing to stop it from continuing. He would not even talk about it. He seemed to be under some sort of evil tunnel visioned spell - programmed to only repeat Israel's dishonest Oct 7th and care for the hostages claims. Mind control is real, and Trump appears to be a victim of it. I know he has a big ego and a lot of greed and is controlling, but I do not think he is (by nature) as blind and bad as he has been in this Palestinian situation. I think he is a victim of brainwashing - a mind control victim. And perhaps his recent more violent tendencies is a product of this. Please think about this; he flipped from his ego wanting to earn a noble peace prize, to blatant violent threats against America city and group. And has been blowing up boats and unarmed people, instead of arresting them! This is NOT normal behavior.
   In recent years, it appears that the Zionists have been successful with manipulating Trump through feeding his greed with a Riviera in Gaza plan, and through stroking his ego with an honor award...etc. And I believe that some brainwashing may have recently happened too, because he seems too totally trapped under their spell.
   If the Zionists move forward with the plan they offered through Trump, they will probably blame him too, after they are finished using him, because that kind of evil does not truly care about anyone. I feel sad for Trump. I hope he finds his heart and breaks free from that evil darkness soon, for his own sake as well as America's and the rest of the world's.

Evil, no matter who it works through, has a tendency to blame its victims and the people it has deceived and used, as well as a tendency to move in to "help" their victims after they have crushed them. And Israel's 77+ year violent theft of Palestine is a prime example of this. Its blamed its victims - the Palestinian people. And its blamed the people its deceived and used, like Hamas and Quatar, but especially Hamas.

Now, as Israel is faced with massive global condemnation, its greedy "Greater Israel" land theft plan has surely not changed, but may try to undergo deceptive "helpful" detours.
   From the start, I have strongly felt that, Israel - the Zionists and ANYONE, who has been supporting their violence, should NOT be involved in any sort of "day after" plan for Palestine. Yet, they are the ones who set up yesterdays meeting at the UN, after banning the Palestinian officials from it. Trump even brought in presidents from Indonesia and Pakistan after suddenly "cozying up to" them just a couple months ago. And Indonesia offered to bring troops into Palestine, claiming it is "to keep the peace as Israel pulls out and Gaza is rebuilt." But is this for Palestine or for the cut in tariffs...etc., that Trump offered? Clearly the Zionists and Trump are coercing and using people, but how will it end up? And will Indonesia be under the threat of being re-slammed with higher tariffs...etc., if it does not follow through with what Trump and Israel want once they are in Palestine? Probably.
I feel that, if this Zionist plan is played out, they will still get all that they want - complete control of all of Palestine at the expense of the Palestinian people. And then Indonesia and/or whom ever else they use in this process will get blamed.
   It appears that the Zionist plan for Palestine is one where leaders of countries have a choice to either do what Israel wants, in order to get lower tariffs from Trump...etc., or do what is right and get higher tariffs...etc. Its blackmail and it is just too wrong.

I HOPE ALL COUNTRIES MAKE A STAND FOR FREEDOM AND SAFETY AND HUMANITY, INSTEAD OF BOWING DOWN TO EVIL AND VIOLENCE AND THEFT AND BLACKMAIL. In the long run, the cost of doing what is right is always far less than the cost of doing what is wrong.

Charlie Kirk's Death and the Religious Push

When we honor the memory of a person, it is best to be honest. None of us are saints - we are all human, and we all make mistakes. We are fully honoring a person's life when we not only remember the positive parts, but also remember and learn from the negative parts - the mistakes.

 I found a report, which exposes the fact that Charlie Kirk initially got a lot of money from the Zionists and was used to promote Israel and its Zionistic christian religion...etc. But then something happened to wake him up and he started realizing the truths about Israel's crimes a couple months ago.
   According to his friend, he had been expressing his concerns to people he was close to, and then was getting massive amounts of pressure from the Zionists....and then became scared of them. But he made it clear that he was not going to let them control him anymore; he refused a pay off and the day before his death he publicly questioned the validity of the Pro-Israel news reports. https://thegrayzone.com/2025/09/12/charlie-kirk-netanyahu-israel-assassination/
   Now, after Charlie's death, the Zionists are actually trying to cover up his recently born realizations about Israel and are pretending that he was only all about supporting Israel. This appears to be to get his followers to support Israel and the Zionistic christian religion.

To some, Charlie was a hero. To some, he was just a tool to be used, which had recently fallen out of line. And to some, he was an egotistical and prejudice puppet for the powerful rich people who funded and used him for both political and religious gains. And to some, he was a man who somehow freed himself from the brainwashings and found the courage to stand up against a very dark and powerful force, in his last days on earth...etc.
   I think Charlie's greatest achievement was probably when he began realizing that his leaders were not as good as he had been lead to believe, and when he refused their bribe and began to publicly express his realizations about Israel's crimes even though the Zionists were trying to scare him into silence. (Sadly, it does look like they may have had him killed, because of this.) But we must not let this scare us. We must still do our best to stand up for what is right and stand up against what is wrong, like Charlie did in the end. His previous leaders will do far worse to humanity if they are allowed to freely continue, than they will while being exposed and stopped. They must be fully exposed and stopped...

I feel certain that the evil part of Christianity, which I have been exposing for several years now, includes Iraeli leaders, the rest of the Zionists, the organization I recently did a post about, the organization that Charlie Kirk was used by, and the organization that Charlie's wife appears to now be aiming to promote on a much larger scale than ever before. In fact, these all appear to be the same organization. And it appears that they have already started using Charlie's death, in order to expand their form of Christianity, which also reaches into many other parts of the christian religion and politics. On this subject I am offering humanity the following advise...

FREEDOM OF RELIGION IS VITALLY IMPORTANT AND IS A POSITIVE PART OF AMERICA'S FOUNDATION. WE MUST RETAIN IT. We must also retain the freedom to not join any religion if we do not want to. And our public education systems (from kindergarten through college) should NOT be used to coerce/force children into any religion.

BEING A GOOD DECENT PERSON DOES NOT MEAN THAT WE HAVE TO BE A CHRISTIAN; it just means that we have to use our hearts and treat people with kindness and consideration.

WE SHOULD NOT LET OURSELVES BE MADE TO FEEL BAD OR 'LESSER THAN' FOR NOT BEING A CHRISTIAN. And remember that people who have a genuine deep connection to the real God/LOVE, do not try to pressure or convert or brainwash or manipulate or coerce or brow beat or guilt trip or assimilate people into their religion. Those who do these things are actually dark occults wearing godly masks. Do not trust or follow them.

THERE ARE A LOT OF GOOD DECENT PEOPLE IN AMERICA, AND IN THE REST OF THE WORLD, WHO WISELY EITHER FOLLOW NO RELIGION OR WHO FOLLOW NON-CHRISTIAN RELIGIONS, LIKE BUDDISM, NATIVE AMERICAN, MUSLIM, HINDUISM, and THE OLD ORIGINAL JEWISH or QUAKER RELIGIONS (before they were christianized)...ETC.

REMEMBER THAT CHRISTIANITY IS NOT THE ONLY SOURCE OF HELP DURING TOUGH TIMES, IF IT EVEN HELPS MUCH AT ALL IN ITS CURRENT INFILTRATED AND WOUNDED STATE.

PEOPLE WHO HAVE THE DEEPEST CONNECTIONS TO THE REAL GOD/LOVE ARE PEOPLE WHO LIVE IT INSTEAD OF PREACHING/PUSHING IT.

ANY PEOPLE WHO HAVE GENUINELY GOOD CARING HEARTS ARE THE BEST SOURCE OF HELP, no matter what religion, if any, they may follow. 

WE MUST FOLLOW OUR OWN HEARTS AND INSTINCTS, ABOVE ALL ELSE, IN ORDER TO NAVIGATE THESE TROUBLED TIMES. BE SAFE AND FREE.

P.S. I am not against christianity, but I am against the evil that uses it as a "godly" or "chosen" mask. I was raised christian, but I found God through just opening my own heart. To me, God is a universal LOVE and LIGHT that exists in ALL of humanity and FOR ALL of humanity, no matter what. We do not have to join or follow fellow human beings in order to find God/LOVE. In fact, it is most easily found when we are alone in peaceful places, where we can freely open our hearts and let our tears wash away the suppressed emotional pain that blocks us from real LOVE/God. This is why I called nature my church a couple decades ago.