I will share more about this email to my family of origin, but its fairly self explanatory and is part of my stand against manipulative mental and emotional abuse...
Email to my Family of Origin...
I am still taking time to myself, but I have been
feeling that I should do this one last stand up for myself in order to let it
go. I am sending this
to all of you, because I feel certain that you have also been told the things
that were said about me in the email I copy here. And its only fair that you
also get the truth about me. I had not yet shared some of the things I share here,
so please do read it. I have plugged my comments,
in red ink, into Jennifer's email content (I made the first correction of an untruth after I sent it to them)....
Email sent by Jennifer on February 13, 2024 at 12:13pm; Sharon, The last
few years have been really tough. Especially 2023 and the beginning of 2024. I
have read most of the emails you have sent during this time. I have read your
accusations against your father, my Grampy.
It is suspicious to me that these accusations of molestation [It was not a "molestation" - it was an inappropriate behavior.] came up
when the family ( your father and my mom and everyone else if my memory serves me correctly) wanted you to get help
for whatever has taken over your mind. [Your memory is not serving you well in this, Jennifer,
because you are merely repeating what you have been told to say or what you
have been lead to believe, rather than what you have directly heard or
witnessed. Nothing has "taken over" my mind. I am actually more free
than most of you who have been being manipulated/brainwashed for decades.] I believe these
accusations are a cover-up because you know you are ill. [I know that I am not mentally "ill"
because a professional psychologist told me so, and I trust her and my own
instincts.] You say you need money because you are homeless. Why are
you homeless? [You all already know the honest answer to this, but you
just do not believe or accept them, because some of you want to pretend it is
due to insanity or laziness and an unwillingness to work...etc.] Why are you not
staying with your daughters? [I do not answer any questions about my daughters. Vivian
and Evelyn and now Jenifer have always tried to bring my daughters into their
drive against me, but I keep them out of it.] I know the family has tried so many
times to help you. Especially my mom. [This is not true.
Mike is the only family member who had even tried to help me in the ways that
I'd needed help. But he could not afford to help me nearly as much as I'd
needed. And my sisters (especially Vivian) have actually done the complete
opposite, and have repeatedly tried to hurt me, and have even manipulated other
family members against me, so that they also would not help me in the ways that
I needed it and would join the abuse of my sanity.] You have been harassing her because
you see her as threat. [I have not been "harassing" Vivian, but I have
recently been standing up against her abuse for the first time in my life. And
I stand with the truth. But, yes I do see her as a threat, because her evil and abusive and manipulative behaviors
ARE a threat to my sanity and safety and freedom, just as yours now also are,
Jennifer.] The family has only ever wanted to help you so you can
actually enjoy life. [This is not true. The hate in the family has made it
VERY clear that it wants the complete opposite and this email is part of the
proof of this.] Instead, you lash out with false accusations of abuse
against your father. [This is not true.
They were not "false accusations" and I have never abused my father
in any way. The "accusation" was a truth that I confronted him with
in 2006, AFTER he had joined Vivian's "insane" drive against me and
tried to rope my children into it. As for recently; I would not have said
anything about it in the family if my sisters and Dad had not exposed it first.]
False
accusations against my mom
for abuse while caring for your father, WHICH HAVE BEEN PROVEN, YET AGAIN TO BE
NON EXISTANT!! [This is not true. There IS now physical proof of part
of Vivian's emotional abuse of Dad - the evil and emotionally abusive games she
played with him after she took him to Ohio. There are two physical recordings
of this.] Mom and Chet have never hurt Grampy in ANY way. [This is not true.
The mental and emotional abuse, while he suffered from
"dementia"...etc., was far more destructive than physical abuse. And
so was keeping him from his home against his will...etc.] Grampy was well cared for. He was
comfortable, content, and most of all, he was LOVED. [This is total delusion. Everyone who is aware of this
situation knows that it was not "love" that held our father trapped
in Ohio against his will, and deprived him of his other children during his
deepest time of need. He did not get the peace he needed from the chaos that
you Joshua and Vivian were raising between him and his sons and him and I. He did
not get the kind of diet that could have helped him; there is proof of this in
your email to me which stated your ignorance - that a better diet and herbs
would not help him if you tried it. He did not get returned to his own familiar
home that he wanted to be. He was intentionally deprived of the chance to make
peace with his sons and I, without Vivian's interference, before he died. He
did not get any of the most important things that could have helped him
tremendously, emotionally, aside from being emotionally abused.] Before he could
no longer speak, he talked about you a few times. He talked about how sick you
are and that all he ever wanted was to help you. [You are obviously saying this again,
just to hurt me. And Dad never offered to help me in the ways I needed it, not
even when I'd asked him for financial help - for a loan. But he did abuse me
through intentionally withholding financial help, while trying to force me into
an insane asylum, even though I am not insane. And it appears to be my sisters
who had set him up to do this. However, he did later surprisingly include me in
the check for one thousand dollars that I was told he had sent to all of his
children a few years ago. For me, is was too little, too late and the family
knows this.] But you refused. You refused because you said there is
nothing wrong with you. [The only thing I refused was being imprisoned for an
"illness" that i do not have. Psychologists have said that there is
nothing wrong with me. And I agree with them, rather than the hate filled drive
against my sanity in the family.] Then why are you homeless? [You already know why. And poverty and
lupus and a stolen bank account and being targeted is not proof of insanity. It
never was and it never will be.] Why don't you have a job? Why do you speak so harshly to
everyone who has ever tried to help you Sharon? [I do not "speak harshly" to
people who try to help me in the ways I need help. I have tremendously
appreciated people who have cared enough to help me truly/unconditionally - in
the ways I needed it. I hope someday I can pay them back with a lot of
interest. I have never been "harsh" with them for helping me. ] What happened to
you Aunt Sharon? [You have already been told, but you obviously prefer to
believe the lies and now even add to them!] I have read your blog. I have read of
how you believe people are after you and how you believe they are using
microwaves to hurt you. Or leaving dead animals on the side of road as a sign
for you. [The
targeting is not just my belief. It is true. Only inconsiderate or hateful or
brainwashed people would assume that I am insane, instead of being objective
about the targeting. Those who take part in the targeting want people to think
I am "insane" and just imagining it. ] You have also said several times in
your blog that your own sister has some how hacked into your computer and wrote
emails to others. How in God's creation do you suppose Vivian has ever hacked
into your computer? She has no idea how to do that. Yet this is just another
FALSE accusation against her. [Vivian did take over my email in 2002/2003 winter. And
as you know, Jennifer and Joshua, she did it through having Joshua visit me in
the Troy NH, and get my password and then she wrote emails about Dad to
Jennifer who showed them to Dad, and he believed they were from me. This was
the start of the worst of the hell in my life and dad's life. BOTH OF YOU
JOSHUA AND JENNIFER WERE INVOLVED IN THIS EVIL AND DESTRUCTIVE SCAM JUST AS
MUCH AS YOUR MOTHER WAS, SO STOP PLAYING DUMB. Since Vivian truly did take over
my email and truly has stalked me on the web and elsewhere, I suspect that she
does more through the web, and I probably am not wrong on this. ] You only came
around to visit your father when you needed money. [This is not true. I did it primarily
to help him.] In 2007 you visited your father. [This is not true. I would not have
even considered visiting him anywhere around that time. I did not visit Dad AT
ALL between 2003 and 2012.] He then wrote a letter shortly after you left. [Why are you and
your mother suddenly pretending that I visited Dad in 2007? What kind of crap
have you or my sisters done, to warrant you pretending that I visited Dad in
2007? (I do not want an answer from you.) There is a massive amount of proof
that I was actually trapped in Clayton, New York and working for someone and
was having to stay in a house that could not be left unattended from the fall
of 2006 until the Spring/summer of 2007. This as well as many of your
other fabrications are just ridiculous. I know that you all have been lieing to
other people in the usual hateful aim to turn them against me, but lieing to me
about me, when I am the one who knows the truth, merely proves this to be just
to upset me - just more emotional and mental abuse.] At that time,
you were going by the name, Namatari. [Wow - a truth. My
pen name was Namatari Neachi and for a few years I had taken it on as my legal
name. This name change was actually to protect Dad and the family from my
writings about my childhood, but you haters have twisted it into something
negative against me, even though it was out of my consideration for you. What
is wrong with this far too familiar picture in the family? (I don't want an
answer.)] I also
remember talking to you in 2003 and you said for me to call you Namatari. But
according to your blog you go by Sharon Rose now. [My name is not "Sharon Rose"
- my legal name is now Sharon R. Poet. "Rose" is my middle name.] For thirty years
you have been lashing out at the family. [This is not true. I have not even been there through
most of those thirty years and when I was it was my sisters who were lashing
out at me and manipulating my father and brothers against me...and me being too
silent about it and staying away, in order to protect myself from the hell THEY
were raising against me with their jealous hate. The past couple years is
actually the first time in my life that I have openly stood up with the truth
in the family, instead of silently walking away and letting my sisters hate and
manipulations thrive. ] For 30 years Sharon you have had nothing but chaos around
you when you come around the family. [This is only true after Vivian and Evelyn have become
aware of my presence and start manipulating other family members against me.
Before Vivian and Evelyn knew that I was connecting with Gerry and Dad, all was
VERY peaceful between us in the past decade. And this is true of other times
with other people as well. As long as my sisters didn't know, all went well,
but after they knew it went to hell. This has been the pattern.] It's time you
take responsibility for your own actions and seek help. [ Unlike most of my family members, I do
take responsibility for my own actions. And I did seek help... and
psychologists told me to stay away from Vivian's abuse and my family, for the
sake of retaining my own sanity and freedom...etc.] You have Schizophrenia Sharon. [This is a
known lie that Vivian made up in 2002. it is severe mental abuse. Not
one of you have ever witnessed such behaviors in me and I have never been
diagnosed with ANY sort of mental illness. AND everyone who has ever known me
knows me to be the complete opposite of Paranoid/fearful. BUT Vivian knew
that I had been writing about how harmful psychiatric pharmaceuticals are and
how corrupt the field of psychiatry is, since the 1990s, and I believe this is
why she chose this form of attack - trying to force me into what I believe is
harmful and have been standing up against since I worked in a mental health
insititution. Its an evil form of targeting. ] The family has only ever wanted to
help you. [This is
not at all true and there is a LOT of proof of this.] You are sick and need medical attention. [This is mental
abuse again. The only sickness I have had is what the doctors called
"lupus." I have needed several things, in order to help it remain in
remission, but I have not been able to afford them and its now worse again. One
of the medicines I need is a stress free environment away from people who
harass me and mentally and emotionally abuse me...away from people like you and
Vivian...etc.] I know you won't get help. [I have gotten psychological help
and much of the family already KNOWS this to be true. So the continued
harassment of my sanity is merely VERY obvious and intentional mental abuse. I
have been being intentionally deprived of the kinds of help I do need, and I am
not the one who can be blamed for this. But I WILL get at least some of the
types of help I need, from people and places that care about me. This year is
actually already looking better for me, regardless of the family's ongoing
abuse and deprivation - I'm not sorry to disappoint you on this score.]
But your
daughters deserve to have a mother that can be with them. Have you seen daughters lately? [I do not discuss my daughters with
the family, in order to keep them out of the dishonest and manipulative hell
that Vivian and Evelyn and Dad have tried to drag them into and have already
hurt them too much with. But I will say that Vivian and Evelyn did not succeed
with their obvious aim, not even after Vivian directly proclaimed to me,
"I will see to it that your children hate you."] The attached pdf
is a letter from your father. This letter is a result of your actions. [This letter
is the result of Dad being manipulated by my sisters, and Dad's aim to cover
his own wrong doings after I confronted him with what he was doing wrong in
2006 - hurting my daughters through trying to convince them that I was
"insane" just to cover up his own wrong doings. I do not know exactly
how much of this letter came from Dad's free will and how much was him being
manipulated by my sisters, but it surely was BOTH and probably mostly due to
hateful manipulations in 2007, which may be why my sisters are now pretending
that I had visited Dad in 2007 - to blame me for what THEY did in 2007. ] You wanted what
he spoke about in this letter. [I wanted none of it, and especially not at time like
this.] Seek
help Sharon. [I did seek professional help and I got helped. This is
why I now want to stay away from abusive people like you, instead of foolishly
trying to help them to hurt me, like I used to unwittingly do. The
psychologist helped me to realize my true faults, and my true faults are not
ever going to be what my sisters and you pretend they are. ] It's all the family wanted was for you to be
you and not mentally ill. [This is not true. Some of the family has literally hated
me for being me - for being what Vivian and Evelyn used to snidely call,
"Little miss perfect." The family obviously wants me to be
"mentally ill" because this feeds Evelyn and Vivian's jealous hate,
and it serves Dad's aim to discredit me in order to cover up his own wrong
doings.] With
love, Jen [I do not believe that you know what
"love" is Jennifer, and you certainly did not write this letter
with "love." Its full of blatant dishonesty and hateful aims to upset
me with things that even you know are not true and that you know are upsetting
to me. This is not your "beliefs" or your "opinions" - its
cruel and intentional mental and emotional abuse being delivered under the
guise of "love" and "help." I believe that the aim with
this letter was probably partly to scare and upset me enough to make me
completely slam the door on the whole family again, like I have in the past, so
that Vivian and Evelyn can blame me for not being "part of the
family" and therefor do not deserve an inheritance. I do not expect you to
understand this, but there are far more important things than money, to me. I
am holding onto my integrity. I think this email was also to try to scare me
into erasing my blog writings that stand up against my sisters abuse of Dad. I
would have gladly let go of the embarrassing family stuff on my blog, if the
whole situation with Dad had gone in a better direction in the beginning of
2023, but it didn't. My stand was initially for Dad's wellbeing, and now its
also for me and all other victims of emotional and mental abuse and evil
manipulative behaviors that hide under the fake mask of "love" and
"help"...etc. ]
P.S. I
am forwarding this for my mom. [WOW - a rare truth! It was VERY obvious that you -
Jennifer were again being a foolish puppet for your mother's hate.] You need to stop
your accusations against her. [I am
finally fully standing up against Vivian and Evelyn's abuse, and Vivian's
projections of her own hateful "sick" behaviors and manipulative
targeting, and I will not stop doing so, especially not while they are still
doing it directly or through you and Joshua...etc. This is an important step in
my psychological growth, one that has been too long over-due. I am now standing
firm, instead of letting myself be manipulated or threatened into silence.] Your calls to
the FBI and law enforcement have done nothing but prove her innocence in all
things YOU accuse her of. Yet more proof you are sick and need help. [Vivian was never proven innocent and I was
never proven "sick." There are members of law enforcement and FBI who
know the truth, but have just not yet been able to do anything because of the
way laws and other things are set up. But I know that either Vivian, Evelyn or
Jennifer had manipulated one of the unaware law enforcement people in Ohio
against me. Did they manipulate more than just him? I doubt it.] Leave Vivian
alone. [I
will no longer hide what Vivian and Evelyn and you Jennifer and Joshua have
done to me and our father. But I will gladly leave you all alone.
Vivian and Evelyn and all their puppets (including you) should leave me alone -
stop trying to hurt and upset me with the cruel/evil manipulative schemes
performed under the pretense of it being "love" and
"help"...etc., like this email was part of. IF YOU WANT ME TO STOP
STANDING UP AGAINST IT, YOU HAVE TO STOP DOING IT. Period. However, I do not
plan to continue standing up inside the family. This is hopefully the absolute
last time I will feel a need to do so.
I actually do not expect anyone in the
family to believe or trust me, because you have all been being manipulated and
brainwashed against me and my sanity for so long. But it has been important for
me to stand up for myself, because I did far too much of the opposite through
all of the deep past. Hopefully some of you are able to listen to your own
instincts and at least stop letting yourselves be manipulated into thinking
negatively of whomever Evelyn or Vivian are manipulatively driving against. Its
always been someone, throughout all of our lives - for at least sixty years.
Its always been me, but its never been only me. And they are now not the only
ones who have adopted this mean habit of twisting things around to blame me or
whomever the target is. I never repeat things that my siblings say
against my other siblings behind their backs, because I am the complete
opposite of Vivian - I avoid the chaos and do not want to hurt people's
feelings. But I will now say that, according to what I have directly heard
through the past sixty years; almost NONE of you have ever been loyal to each
other, even back when you were supposedly getting along well. Betrayals, and backstabbing,
as well as the cruel manipulations that often hide under the mask of concern,
run rampant in our family. And I have always found this very sad. Its not a
place that I will ever trust again.
I am still taking time to myself. So
please do not email or text or call me. I can be reached through snail mail,
but please only do so if it is something extremely important and non-abusive. (Send it through registered mail if you want to make
sure I get it.) I now need peaceful time to myself, from my family of
origin, at least until I am back on my own feet and am feeling a lot better. I have blocked all the family phone numbers, because of
the disrespect of my needs and boundaries in the family. And I will not be
checking the email addresses the family has.
I still love all of you, even though I hate many of your
behaviors. I just must take better care of myself during this time that was
already too difficult for me before these new rounds of negative and abusive
crap started being flung at me, through Joshua and Jennifer's emails, right
after Dad's death. I matter too, even though I don't to most of you. I wish you all well.
VERY truly, Sharon]
Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057
P.S. FYI; Intentionally depriving a person of the types
of help they need, and trying to force types of help that they do not need and/or
that YOU KNOW will distress or hurt or scare them, is extremely abusive and
wrong. I will forgive the parts of the family that have done this to me, but I
will never forget and I will never let it happen again. I promise you this.
The letter Dad wrote is in the attached zip folder.
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