The dark does not exist where a Light is shone on it!
Friday, April 29, 2022
Shining a Light on it
Thursday, April 28, 2022
The Worst Kind of Death
The worse type of death is the death of our natural spirituality. And it appears that this has been the primary aim in the evil targeting of humanity from the start. This is why native people, who avoided modern pharmaceuticals and the religions that were being forced upon them, were so heavily targeted in the catholic residential schools and beyond.
In the dream I recently had, those of us who are being targeted were all intentionally inflicted with the same physical illness and it was an illness that makes our limbs go numb - its an illness that can literally force us into medical treatement and being completely dependent on other people - its an illness that ripps away our independence and can be used to destroy all aspects of our freedoms, including our inner freedom. (I am already noticing signs of it in the past few months - it is already happening.)
It appears that the targeting has shifted to us being put onto a hit list for the destruction of our inner freedom and spirituality through forced "medical treatment," which has played a HUGE roll in the targeting of humanity all along. Those of us who are now on this hit list are probably all people who are aware of the targeting and have lost trust in modern medicine and would not ever freely choose to take the brain and feeling numbing pharmaceuticals...etc. Physically disabling us would force it and also leave us far more succeptable to other parts of the targeting as well, because it could force us to be completely at the mercy of people who are controlled by those who target us and are a danger to us - it could and surely will literally force us into unsafe and harmful environments, if it is not stopped.
I pray that all aspects of the targeting will be stopped and that we will be set free BEFORE we are hurt more than we already have been - no intentionally inflicted physical illnesses - no being forced into places where we can be harmed psychologically and spiritually or in any other way...etc.
According to other dreams I've had, there are many types of illnesses they can inflict upon people whom they want to force into controlled environments; blindness is one of them too. It can actually be anything that forces people to be unable to take care of themselves physically. Laser/microwave weapons can remotely cause various types of nerve and muscle and bone and organ damage. And the parasite and chemical parts of the targeting causes damage as well. All aspects of the evil targeting must be fully exposed and stopped ASAP, for the health and safety of all of humanity, but espeically for those of us who remained more free and are now on a hit list for complete destruction. God, help us all.
In the dream I recently had, those of us who are being targeted were all intentionally inflicted with the same physical illness and it was an illness that makes our limbs go numb - its an illness that can literally force us into medical treatement and being completely dependent on other people - its an illness that ripps away our independence and can be used to destroy all aspects of our freedoms, including our inner freedom. (I am already noticing signs of it in the past few months - it is already happening.)
It appears that the targeting has shifted to us being put onto a hit list for the destruction of our inner freedom and spirituality through forced "medical treatment," which has played a HUGE roll in the targeting of humanity all along. Those of us who are now on this hit list are probably all people who are aware of the targeting and have lost trust in modern medicine and would not ever freely choose to take the brain and feeling numbing pharmaceuticals...etc. Physically disabling us would force it and also leave us far more succeptable to other parts of the targeting as well, because it could force us to be completely at the mercy of people who are controlled by those who target us and are a danger to us - it could and surely will literally force us into unsafe and harmful environments, if it is not stopped.
I pray that all aspects of the targeting will be stopped and that we will be set free BEFORE we are hurt more than we already have been - no intentionally inflicted physical illnesses - no being forced into places where we can be harmed psychologically and spiritually or in any other way...etc.
According to other dreams I've had, there are many types of illnesses they can inflict upon people whom they want to force into controlled environments; blindness is one of them too. It can actually be anything that forces people to be unable to take care of themselves physically. Laser/microwave weapons can remotely cause various types of nerve and muscle and bone and organ damage. And the parasite and chemical parts of the targeting causes damage as well. All aspects of the evil targeting must be fully exposed and stopped ASAP, for the health and safety of all of humanity, but espeically for those of us who remained more free and are now on a hit list for complete destruction. God, help us all.
P.S. After I publicly exposed a group of us being inflicted with the same limb numbing illness they had a puppet say, "OK. I'll do it another way." :-(
Tuesday, April 26, 2022
Dream of Death
Last night I had a dream of death. In the dream I am with a group of native people and we are dieing from something that is making our bodies slowly stop functioning. In the dream I know it is not natural - that we are being killed and I start sobbing uncontrollably. Then I woke. In the dream I am separate from the Natives, but am also part of that group of them that is being killed.
I beg aware officials to let your Hearts openly stand up for us and be fully here for us.
I beg aware officials to let your Hearts openly stand up for us and be fully here for us.
Dream of Death
copyright 4-26-2022 Sharon Rose Poet
The cardinals screached a warning
On this sad death dream morning.
Then I was distracted by a call
From a heart that dare not fall.
But the cold hard truth remains
Inside of my own unshed pains,
And benieth my growing fear.
That hell is far too near.
If only I were free to choose
The way that we all can not lose.
I've begged to no obvious avail.
But my train is now off its rail.
I hope for freedom and healing
To reach us before the stealing.
Our lives may not matter to anyone
Who knows what has been being done,
But they matter to them and me.
If only all hearts could see.
Oh cast us, Lord, Your Light
And end this torturous night;
Set us all completely free -
The way it was meant to be.
Then help us all to forgive
Those who did not dare to give.
Cast us deep into pure Love
So the hell can be risen above.
P.S. The worse type of death is the death of our natural spirituality. And it appears that this has been the primary aim in the evil targeting of humanity from the start. This is why native people, who avoided modern pharmaceuticals and the religions that were being forced upon them, were so heavily targeted in the catholic residential schools and beyond.
In the dream, those of us who are being targeted were all intentionally inflicted with the same physical illness and it was an illness that makes our limbs go numb - its an illness that can literally force us into medical treatement and being completely dependent on other people - its an illness that ripps away our independence and can be used to destroy all aspects of our freedoms, including our inner freedom. (I am already noticing signs of it in the past few months - it is already happening.)
It appears that the targeting has shifted to us being put onto a hit list for the destruction of our inner freedom and spirituality through forced "medical treatment," which has played a HUGE roll in the targeting of humanity all along. Those of us who are now on this hit list are probably all people who are aware of the targeting and have lost trust in modern medicine and would not ever freely choose to take the brain and feeling numbing pharmaceuticals...etc. Physically disabling us would force it and also leave us far more succeptable to other parts of the targeting as well, because it could force us to be completely at the mercy of people who are controlled by those who target us and are a danger to us - it could and surely will literally force us into unsafe and harmful environments, if it is not stopped.
I pray that all aspects of the targeting will be stopped and that we will be set free BEFORE we are hurt more than we already have been - no intentionally inflicted physical illnesses - no being forced into places where we can be harmed psychologically and spiritually or in any other way...etc.
According to other dreams I've had, there are many types of illnesses they can inflict upon people whom they want to force into controlled environments; blindness is one of them too. It can actually be anything that forces people to be unable to take care of themselves physically. Laser/microwave weapons can remotely cause various types of nerve and muscle and bone and organ damage. And the parasite and chemical parts of the targeting causes damage as well. All aspects of the evil targeting must be fully exposed and stopped ASAP, for the health and safety of all of humanity, but espeically for those of us who remained more free and are now on a hit list for complete destruction. God, help us all.
In the dream, those of us who are being targeted were all intentionally inflicted with the same physical illness and it was an illness that makes our limbs go numb - its an illness that can literally force us into medical treatement and being completely dependent on other people - its an illness that ripps away our independence and can be used to destroy all aspects of our freedoms, including our inner freedom. (I am already noticing signs of it in the past few months - it is already happening.)
It appears that the targeting has shifted to us being put onto a hit list for the destruction of our inner freedom and spirituality through forced "medical treatment," which has played a HUGE roll in the targeting of humanity all along. Those of us who are now on this hit list are probably all people who are aware of the targeting and have lost trust in modern medicine and would not ever freely choose to take the brain and feeling numbing pharmaceuticals...etc. Physically disabling us would force it and also leave us far more succeptable to other parts of the targeting as well, because it could force us to be completely at the mercy of people who are controlled by those who target us and are a danger to us - it could and surely will literally force us into unsafe and harmful environments, if it is not stopped.
I pray that all aspects of the targeting will be stopped and that we will be set free BEFORE we are hurt more than we already have been - no intentionally inflicted physical illnesses - no being forced into places where we can be harmed psychologically and spiritually or in any other way...etc.
According to other dreams I've had, there are many types of illnesses they can inflict upon people whom they want to force into controlled environments; blindness is one of them too. It can actually be anything that forces people to be unable to take care of themselves physically. Laser/microwave weapons can remotely cause various types of nerve and muscle and bone and organ damage. And the parasite and chemical parts of the targeting causes damage as well. All aspects of the evil targeting must be fully exposed and stopped ASAP, for the health and safety of all of humanity, but espeically for those of us who remained more free and are now on a hit list for complete destruction. God, help us all.
P.S. After I publicly exposed a group of us being inflicted with the same limb numbing illness they had a puppet say, "OK. I'll do it another way." :-(
Thursday, April 7, 2022
Tortured Again!
The night before last I experienced life threatening laser shots to my throat. Then the next morning, in the first place I walked into, they had someone play the song, "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger..." This is typical of an attack that punishes me for saying something that those who targeet me do not want me to say. This sort of attack has happened to me many times - more than I could even begin to count. I've been hit hard lately.
I rarely write about the tortures because I focus on ignoring them and pushing forward, in order to survive. But I feel a need to share this example of one type of laser weapon attack.
I rarely write about the tortures because I focus on ignoring them and pushing forward, in order to survive. But I feel a need to share this example of one type of laser weapon attack.
Friday, April 1, 2022
A Painful Day
Torture levels of microwave targeting vamped up after I spoke and wrote about the mind control part of the targeting again. Its been a painful day with my torso and shoulder being lasered as well as my lungs this morning.
Thursday, March 31, 2022
Another Glance at the Mind Control
I had a hard time believing the mind control part of the radio wave targeting. But as I digested professional reports and a few of the testimonies of genuine victims (between 2011 and 2013), and I looked back through my life and that of my loved ones, many confusing puzzle pieces began clicking together and I knew it was real.
It appears that families of indigenous people were used for experimentation and also are now victims of ongoing sadistic targeting that aims to deprive or torture or steal from or recruit or just manipulate in cruel games...etc. My grandmother was a Native American in Canada and I believe that the targeting of my family most likely started there and was also in the catholic schools they were forced to attend in my mother and grandmother's generations.
It appears that families of indigenous people were used for experimentation and also are now victims of ongoing sadistic targeting that aims to deprive or torture or steal from or recruit or just manipulate in cruel games...etc. My grandmother was a Native American in Canada and I believe that the targeting of my family most likely started there and was also in the catholic schools they were forced to attend in my mother and grandmother's generations.
But Native people are nearly not be the only ones who are victims of the mind control parts of the targeting. And people whom torture victims get close to are VERY apt to be effected by it, in order to prevent the proper kinds of support or help. This can make things confusing and psychologically harmful to both parties...etc.
The global pharmaceutical problem is directly linked to wide spread technological (radio wave) mind control. People are more controllable/impressionable when they are taking certain types of brain numbing pharmaceuticals, like antidepressants and antianxiety pills...etc. Much of humanity is now affected through the general numbing of the brain with mass distribution of these types of pharmaceuticals, (which are now even being found in some public water supplies), and by the radio waves that flood most communities around the globe. It appears that subtle brainwashings have been happening on a VERY large scale.
But this situation is much worse in heavily targeted families, especially for individuals who have been inflicted with microchip implants during surgeries (like for tonsil removal) or dental work...etc.
In targeted families mind control can affect victims in multiple ways, AT STRATEGIC TIMES, and include but are not nearly limited to making a person...
feel confused
feel mentally numb
forget important things
laugh at inappropriate times
repeat things over and over again
feel sexually aroused or impotent
feel like they are in love
misperceive important things
crave unhealthy foods or substances
not be able to stop an addiction
be obsessed with certain things
have repetitive thoughts
be drawn to certain people or places
be blocked from their own natural spirituality
be blocked from their own heart/compassion
be emotionally blocked or be over-emotional
believe false things
disbelieve true things
say things they do not mean
feel anxious or depressed or angry
think negatively or positively
feel euphoria or doom...etc.
The radio wave mind control is not at all noticeable to unaware victims. They think they are following their own hearts and instincts, but aren't really. And sadly, they often think there is something wrong with them, when there isn't. They tend to blame themselves or each other because they are not aware of the crime that has been being committed against them.
In more severe forms of mind control it appears that victims can experience periods of being drugged and made to do things they would not normally do. On the severest levels it appears that the radio wave and pharmaceutical mind control can also make a person even become violent or can cause brain damage and completely change a person's personality - completely control/enslave a person's mind...etc. (I think some of the mass shootings have probably been being done by severe mind control victims.)
But even in its mildest forms, the pharmaceutical and radio wave mind control has been destroying many people's lives and manipulates our world in many negative ways. Its been literally destroying the Heart of humanity. It has to be fully exposed and stopped, in order for freedom and recovery to take place for all of humanity, but especially for heavily targeted families and individuals.
Torture levels of the radio wave targeting are noticeable to aware victims because it causes physical pain and happens at strategic times. My experiences have been mostly with the torture levels of the targeting, which have often included painful laser shots to various parts of my body, (including regular sexual assaults), and painful or debilitating microwave weapon attacks, which drain my energy and cause physical pain. I have experienced a lot of life threatening microwave and laser weapon attacks and minder ones have been an ongoing part of the targeting that I experience.
But I have also experienced most of the things in the list above, at strategic times. And I have directly witnessed ALL of these things in MANY people who are primarily mind control victims. Many people are truly not as free as they think they are, especially in targeted families and people whom we associate with.
I hope you are free enough to feel the truth in this, especially if you are an official who can help stop it from continuing. Please share this article with other people. There is more in my Technological Holocaust book and in my Yearn for Freedom books. www.poeticpublications.com And there are free articles on www.targetedinamerica.com
P.S. It appears that I have experienced less of the mind control and more of the other parts of the covert targeting, because I was creative and wrote songs and poetry since I was a child; they seem to have wanted me to be able to keep producing material for them to steal. I portray some of this plagiarizing part of the targeting in my "Road Missed by a Lyricist" book. And I have no doubt that far more of my writings were stolen, than the few things I've noticed. They have literally made millions of dollars (possibly billions) from the theft of my work, while they sabotaged my life and my efforts to succeed with my own writings.
I also experience rounds of covert harasssment and horrible physical tortures that are obviously performed with microwave and laser weapons, especially since I started realizing and writing about the targeting. Instead of killing me or frying my brain (like they have done to many other aware victims) they have repeatedly tried to literally torture me into silence.
They have me trapped in a destitute and homeless and isolated situation and seem to have gained control of everything and every one around me, at least to some degree. The physical and emotional pain they have inflicted upon me is astronomical. I desperately need to be free of all aspects of the targeting so that I can live my life the way I am supposed to.
I have been waiting for officials who are aware and whose hearts can be here for me. And I hope it happens before its too late for me. I hope its not already too late for me to fully recover from what those who target me have done to me and live in peace for at least the last couple decades of my life. I am now in my sixties and I have lost many decades of my life that I need to make up for, for my own sake as well as that of many other people. (But it appears that the plagiarizing part of the targeting of me is over and they now want to get rid of me completely.)
The global pharmaceutical problem is directly linked to wide spread technological (radio wave) mind control. People are more controllable/impressionable when they are taking certain types of brain numbing pharmaceuticals, like antidepressants and antianxiety pills...etc. Much of humanity is now affected through the general numbing of the brain with mass distribution of these types of pharmaceuticals, (which are now even being found in some public water supplies), and by the radio waves that flood most communities around the globe. It appears that subtle brainwashings have been happening on a VERY large scale.
But this situation is much worse in heavily targeted families, especially for individuals who have been inflicted with microchip implants during surgeries (like for tonsil removal) or dental work...etc.
In targeted families mind control can affect victims in multiple ways, AT STRATEGIC TIMES, and include but are not nearly limited to making a person...
feel confused
feel mentally numb
forget important things
laugh at inappropriate times
repeat things over and over again
feel sexually aroused or impotent
feel like they are in love
misperceive important things
crave unhealthy foods or substances
not be able to stop an addiction
be obsessed with certain things
have repetitive thoughts
be drawn to certain people or places
be blocked from their own natural spirituality
be blocked from their own heart/compassion
be emotionally blocked or be over-emotional
believe false things
disbelieve true things
say things they do not mean
feel anxious or depressed or angry
think negatively or positively
feel euphoria or doom...etc.
The radio wave mind control is not at all noticeable to unaware victims. They think they are following their own hearts and instincts, but aren't really. And sadly, they often think there is something wrong with them, when there isn't. They tend to blame themselves or each other because they are not aware of the crime that has been being committed against them.
In more severe forms of mind control it appears that victims can experience periods of being drugged and made to do things they would not normally do. On the severest levels it appears that the radio wave and pharmaceutical mind control can also make a person even become violent or can cause brain damage and completely change a person's personality - completely control/enslave a person's mind...etc. (I think some of the mass shootings have probably been being done by severe mind control victims.)
But even in its mildest forms, the pharmaceutical and radio wave mind control has been destroying many people's lives and manipulates our world in many negative ways. Its been literally destroying the Heart of humanity. It has to be fully exposed and stopped, in order for freedom and recovery to take place for all of humanity, but especially for heavily targeted families and individuals.
Torture levels of the radio wave targeting are noticeable to aware victims because it causes physical pain and happens at strategic times. My experiences have been mostly with the torture levels of the targeting, which have often included painful laser shots to various parts of my body, (including regular sexual assaults), and painful or debilitating microwave weapon attacks, which drain my energy and cause physical pain. I have experienced a lot of life threatening microwave and laser weapon attacks and minder ones have been an ongoing part of the targeting that I experience.
But I have also experienced most of the things in the list above, at strategic times. And I have directly witnessed ALL of these things in MANY people who are primarily mind control victims. Many people are truly not as free as they think they are, especially in targeted families and people whom we associate with.
I hope you are free enough to feel the truth in this, especially if you are an official who can help stop it from continuing. Please share this article with other people. There is more in my Technological Holocaust book and in my Yearn for Freedom books. www.poeticpublications.com And there are free articles on www.targetedinamerica.com
P.S. It appears that I have experienced less of the mind control and more of the other parts of the covert targeting, because I was creative and wrote songs and poetry since I was a child; they seem to have wanted me to be able to keep producing material for them to steal. I portray some of this plagiarizing part of the targeting in my "Road Missed by a Lyricist" book. And I have no doubt that far more of my writings were stolen, than the few things I've noticed. They have literally made millions of dollars (possibly billions) from the theft of my work, while they sabotaged my life and my efforts to succeed with my own writings.
I also experience rounds of covert harasssment and horrible physical tortures that are obviously performed with microwave and laser weapons, especially since I started realizing and writing about the targeting. Instead of killing me or frying my brain (like they have done to many other aware victims) they have repeatedly tried to literally torture me into silence.
They have me trapped in a destitute and homeless and isolated situation and seem to have gained control of everything and every one around me, at least to some degree. The physical and emotional pain they have inflicted upon me is astronomical. I desperately need to be free of all aspects of the targeting so that I can live my life the way I am supposed to.
I have been waiting for officials who are aware and whose hearts can be here for me. And I hope it happens before its too late for me. I hope its not already too late for me to fully recover from what those who target me have done to me and live in peace for at least the last couple decades of my life. I am now in my sixties and I have lost many decades of my life that I need to make up for, for my own sake as well as that of many other people. (But it appears that the plagiarizing part of the targeting of me is over and they now want to get rid of me completely.)
Monday, March 28, 2022
Contemplating the Ideal Life...
I watched an interesting movie last night. It was about a couple who woke to find that they appeared to be the only human beings left on earth. Everyone else had vanished without a trace. These two people perceived the situation in opposite ways; one seeing opportunities to have whatever they wanted and the other seeing mostly doom. I wondered what I would feel if this happened to me and was reminded of a poem I wrote in the mid to late 1990s...
If I were the only human left
On Earth's vast depleted nest,
Alone is somethings I'd feel less,
For I am drowning in the depths
Of its crowded emptiness.
That poem was about the shallowness of a place I'd had to move to and me missing dear friends whom I'd been close to before the move...etc. But I had never felt the depths of that "crowded emptiness", like I have since I was isolated to be tortured and harassed in the dark covert targeting that has been happening to many people in our troubled world.
If I experienced what that couple in the movie experienced I'd be VERY happy, because I'd be free - nobody left to harass me or shoot me with microwaves and laser weapons. I don't want everyone else to vanish, but if they did I'd love the freedom and I'd thrive in it. I'd miss people, but right now there is not much left in my life to miss, because nobody has been fully here for me, in the ways I need people to be, since the mid 1990s. Like I used to say about my marriage and the place I'd moved to then; its easier for me to be alone by myself than it is for me to be alone while surrounded by other people. I've always felt this way.
I'm not a complete loner though. I love being with people almost as much as I love peaceful solitude in nature. The types of people, whom I enjoy the most are people who have deep open hearts and are deep thinkers - people who are growing and evolving. Most of the world has always felt too shallow to me and I now understand why more than I ever have before...
I feel that the ideal life is all people being completely free - their HEARTS and minds not being blocked by anything, especially not by the pharmaceuticals and radio waves that now appear to have most of humanity enslaved. This is what I want - COMPLETE FREEDOM FOR ALL OF HUMANITY, including me.
I want to be free to fully live my life and to be growing and evolving into all that I can be. Its extremely painful for me to be trapped in the stagnant rut that the targeting shoved me into and holds me in. I truly have been drowning in it and still am. Its not only been holding me back - it has also been slowly destroying me. I want to be free of all aspects of the targeting and to recover from the damage it has done to me, BEFORE its too late to fully do so. And I hope its not too late although it sometimes seems like it already is.
Saturday, March 26, 2022
Celebrating Spring
Celebrating Spring
copyright 3-26-2022
The birds celebrate
A long awaited Spring.
My car no longer has
The debilitating ring.
And my heart longs for
The freedom to sing.
After this long, cold
And distressing night
I might just make it -
I may end up alright,
If the radio waves
Stop their attacks
And I can quickly
Return to my track.
Sunday, March 6, 2022
Freedom's Seeds
Freedom's Seeds
copyright 3-6-2022 Sharon R. Poet
He has to be independent and free,
That's just the way it should be.
Don't let the sun leave his day
And make him be slipping away.
Let him have the Love he needs.
Plant for us freedom's seeds.
Please.
A Beautiful Song - Cry
I love the lyrics to this Michael Jackson Song; "Somebody's missing a friend. (Hold-on) Somebody's lacking a hero and they have not a clue when it's all gonna end again. Stories buried and untold. Someone is hiding the truth. (Hold-on) When will this mystery unfold and will the sun ever shine in the blind mans eyes when he cries...(I'm gonna need some kind of sign)... All we have to do is to reach for the truth, the truth... When that flag glows there'll be no more wars... Change the world."
Michael Jackson - Cry (Official Video)
https://youtu.be/mj3MfUR35CM
P.S. This song belongs in this world that is at war and trying to divide the races more than ever before...etc. IF ONLY WE ALL UNITE WITH OUR HEARTS!
Monday, February 28, 2022
Poem - A Victim's Shout
A Victim's Shout
copyright 2-28-2022 Sharon R. Poet
There is nothing worse
Than a victim's shout,
After their energy
Has been tortured out.
Its a pitifully weak,
Pain filled cry,
Whispered into a wind
That's already gone by.
Sunday, February 20, 2022
Three Little New Poems
Salvation's Rope
copyright Sharon Rose Poet
She watched them gather
On the corner of a table,
Her hearts words penned
In hints of a new fable.
Light shone through them
Like faded rays of hope
That weathered the fire
Through salvation's rope.
The Revolution
copyright Sharon Rose Poet
Her pain writhed in careless trenches of isolation.
Where her body coiled under shots of radiation,
From dark shadows of an evil, covert operation,
That aimed to desecrate a wise and free nation.
Her needs got lost in soiled piles of destitution.
All around her raged a dark slithering revolution.
Each breath swirled in fumes of accumulated pollution.
Her heart groped for freedom and the best solution.
The Lost Clover
copyright Sharon Rose Poet
Trapped inside a black box
Circled by a slithering fox.
Dare I reach beyond it's wall,
Hope care will hear my call?
I do. I do. Over and Over
Until I find the lost clover.
Then I will be finally free.
They can no longer hurt me.
A Horrid Injustice
There is a horrid injustice in the ways that the field of psychiatry tells people that there is something wrong with them when all they are experiencing is either natural feelings or the suppression of natural feelings that they should be encouraged to embrace.
What they call "depression" is most often either natural human feelings of sadness being felt and released the way they should be, or the suppression/numbing of sadness, which needs to be fully felt and released in a natural grieving process.
What they call "ADD" is sometimes just a habit some people developed in efforts to avoid thinking about a bad experience and to avoid natural feelings of sadness or fear. (And what they call ADHD in children is surely sometimes caused by overdoses of caffeine and sugar and not enough exercise.)
And this list could go on and on and on and most of it is merely common sense. It takes no expert to realize these things. But the pharmaceuticals also block common sense. So how many can even listen to their own instincts and common sense and feel the truths? There is something horribly wrong with the way masses of people have been mislead by professionals, (who convince them that "the doctor knows best") and remain blind to the truths they need to know for the sake of their own inner health.
Like I have been writing about since the 1990s; telling people that there is something wrong with them, instead of focusing on healing and aiding the natural personal growth process, hurts people. And the brain and feeling numbing pharmaceuticals, which are usually given with the depressing "mental illness" labels, hurts them even more, through blocking their hearts and instincts and the natural process of personal growth.
Attaching those labels - telling people that there is something wrong with them, and/or suppressing them with pharmaceuticals, shoves some people into a dark depressing hole that there is no way out of, because they fully believe that there is something wrong with them and do not know that their feelings are natural and that their inner wounds can be healed.
Humanity should have FAR MORE wise and caring support, in the process of healing from past difficulties and embracing the natural process of personal growth, especially since its been forced so far into the destructive opposite direction. And we should have new laws to stop the psychological abuse that has been happening to people through places that portray themselves as sources of help. Psychological abuse is far more damaging than most physical abuses that are already illegal.
A mantra for people who have been convinced that there is something wrong with them; I AM OK THE WAY I AM. THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH ME. I CAN HEAL AND GROW AND EVOLVE. THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH ME. I AM OK THE WAY I AM. (Say this to yourself over and over again until you fully feel its truth.)
I used this sort of mantra in the late 1980s and early 1990s and it helped me a lot. I never had a professional tell me that there was something wrong with me, but some of my family members had and I needed to stop believing it, in order to regain my self-esteem...etc. When I sought help, I found a wise and caring psychologist who helped me to heal and believe in myself, instead of hurting me more. (I was lucky.) After that I got a job in the "mental health" field and realized how rare this was and how many people not only do not get helped, but get hurt even more when they seek "mental health" help. Even many general medical doctors label and drug people, instead of supporting the natural healing process. I personally know many people who have been hurt by the "mental illness" labeling and drugging. And my heart aches for them.
P.S. Can you imagine people being told that there is something wrong with them when all they are suffering from is the effects of the radio waves that have been flooding our communities and interfering with brain function? I'm sure this has also been happening on a massive scale. There should be far more awareness of every aspect of the evil targeting of humanity and how much the whole medical field has been either involved or used in it. Its not right to let people trust what is not trustworthy and continue being hurt by what should be stopped.
I wrote these poems for an unhappy victim of psychiatric stigmatization.
Nothing is Wrong With Me
copyright Sharon R. Poet
I am not what they see,
Not "depressive" or "ADD",
Not too good or too bad
And not even their "SAD."
Sometimes I feel fear.
Sometimes anger's here.
Sometimes I feel sad.
Sometimes I feel glad.
Sometimes nothing at all
In the brink of a call.
Being human is not wrong.
Its our purest best song.
I am not what they see -
Nothing is wrong with me.
Come Sun or Rain
copyright Sharon R. Poet
There's no quick fix for inner healing.
We can't avoid what needs the feeling.
We must embrace the natural way,
And see the good in every day,
Where warming sun or cooling cloud
, And happiness or crying out loud,
Are all OK and are meant to be
So that our hearts remain free.
I Cry for Me
copyright Sharon R. Poet
I cry sometimes, just for me,
So that I can be more happy.
What they call "depression" is most often either natural human feelings of sadness being felt and released the way they should be, or the suppression/numbing of sadness, which needs to be fully felt and released in a natural grieving process.
What they call "ADD" is sometimes just a habit some people developed in efforts to avoid thinking about a bad experience and to avoid natural feelings of sadness or fear. (And what they call ADHD in children is surely sometimes caused by overdoses of caffeine and sugar and not enough exercise.)
And this list could go on and on and on and most of it is merely common sense. It takes no expert to realize these things. But the pharmaceuticals also block common sense. So how many can even listen to their own instincts and common sense and feel the truths? There is something horribly wrong with the way masses of people have been mislead by professionals, (who convince them that "the doctor knows best") and remain blind to the truths they need to know for the sake of their own inner health.
Like I have been writing about since the 1990s; telling people that there is something wrong with them, instead of focusing on healing and aiding the natural personal growth process, hurts people. And the brain and feeling numbing pharmaceuticals, which are usually given with the depressing "mental illness" labels, hurts them even more, through blocking their hearts and instincts and the natural process of personal growth.
Attaching those labels - telling people that there is something wrong with them, and/or suppressing them with pharmaceuticals, shoves some people into a dark depressing hole that there is no way out of, because they fully believe that there is something wrong with them and do not know that their feelings are natural and that their inner wounds can be healed.
Humanity should have FAR MORE wise and caring support, in the process of healing from past difficulties and embracing the natural process of personal growth, especially since its been forced so far into the destructive opposite direction. And we should have new laws to stop the psychological abuse that has been happening to people through places that portray themselves as sources of help. Psychological abuse is far more damaging than most physical abuses that are already illegal.
A mantra for people who have been convinced that there is something wrong with them; I AM OK THE WAY I AM. THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH ME. I CAN HEAL AND GROW AND EVOLVE. THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH ME. I AM OK THE WAY I AM. (Say this to yourself over and over again until you fully feel its truth.)
I used this sort of mantra in the late 1980s and early 1990s and it helped me a lot. I never had a professional tell me that there was something wrong with me, but some of my family members had and I needed to stop believing it, in order to regain my self-esteem...etc. When I sought help, I found a wise and caring psychologist who helped me to heal and believe in myself, instead of hurting me more. (I was lucky.) After that I got a job in the "mental health" field and realized how rare this was and how many people not only do not get helped, but get hurt even more when they seek "mental health" help. Even many general medical doctors label and drug people, instead of supporting the natural healing process. I personally know many people who have been hurt by the "mental illness" labeling and drugging. And my heart aches for them.
P.S. Can you imagine people being told that there is something wrong with them when all they are suffering from is the effects of the radio waves that have been flooding our communities and interfering with brain function? I'm sure this has also been happening on a massive scale. There should be far more awareness of every aspect of the evil targeting of humanity and how much the whole medical field has been either involved or used in it. Its not right to let people trust what is not trustworthy and continue being hurt by what should be stopped.
Friday, February 4, 2022
If Only We Were Truly Free
If Only We Were Truly Free
copyright Sharon Rose Poet
Where fear and suffering lead the drive,
Its a crazy backwards fight to survive -
A frenzy of writing to keep us alive,
I wish all the world could finally see
The depths of Love that should be
Here for you and them and me.
If only we were truly free.
Long ago, I had started making a list of Targeted Individuals that are in youtube, because it appeared that nobody was keeping track of us. I have been too heavily targeted to continue this effectively, but a bit of this list is still on youtube at; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V2BUnKTUgQI&list=PLQONgELhN0SWgSrf_tVnseNqVjOYFlCHt
Tuesday, January 25, 2022
Exposure Sometimes Makes It Worse for Me
Sometimes, when I am undergoing severe microwave or laser weapon attacks, posting it makes the torture back off. But there have been many times, when various parts of the targeting get worse just because I have written about it. So, I do not write much about the hell I am experiencing.
Friday, January 21, 2022
I Don't Want to Leave
I Don't Want to Leave
copyright Sharon Rose Poet
Has the choices of others
Frozen the path I lead,
Raising walls to render
It impossible and dead?
Is it done - is there
Nothing else I can do
To help our troubled world
To finally make it through?
Or has an Axe been raised
Nothing else I can do
To help our troubled world
To finally make it through?
Or has an Axe been raised
Above my waiting hand,
Because of things I'd do
To save our troubled land?
I guess I must except
What fate has in store,
If its not controlled
Like it has been before.
May Light shine strong
And open a path of Love
Here on our sacred Earth,
As well as up above.
It should be fully here
For every victim's Heart -
The Love that does not want
Us to be torn apart.
This is what I want and
Where I need still be -
In this visible place
Where we can all be free.
Where I need still be -
In this visible place
Where we can all be free.
Inspired by a dream I had this morning. I want to finish living the life I came to lead. We all should have the freedom to do this. I should not be murdered, enslaved or harmed in any other way.
P.S. I initially perceived the dream I'd had as a possible warning of my demise, but I am now realizing that it may have been warning me of someone else's. I'm not sure and do not want to speculate.
Thursday, January 20, 2022
The Sabotaging of Help
The targeting has kept me trapped in a destitute and homeless situation, and deprived of the proper kinds of help, until I either commit suicide, until I get myself checked into a psych ward to be stigmatized and drugged, or until I agree to join and obey the dark/evil organization who targets me. And I am not doing any of these things. A lot of people have wanted to help me, but various types of sabotage have taken place, including that of my business and my jobs.
Around the beginning of the last big vamp up in the targeting, two people who wanted to help me with a place to live and a job were VERY obviously targeted. In one of these situations; the woman who'd offered me help, suddenly experienced her home being broken into, damage done to her property and her beloved cat missing. It appears that the targeting was initially done in these types of obvious ways just to make me feel too scared to turn to people for help, and it worked. But I now realize that these sorts of obvious things would not have continued happening, because it would merely prove the targeting. But other less obvious things can happen and have. There is just cause for concern of caring people who help me being harmed, with laser and microwave weapons, which can make an injury or death appear to be of natural causes.
My business has been severely sabotaged through computer infiltrations....etc. And other jobs have been sabotaged in multiple ways, including damaging vehicles. In recent years; the sabotaging of other jobs has been being done with microwave and laser weapons that inflict me with severe pain when I get a job or am aiming for one. And its not just my business and jobs that have been being sabotaged.
In the past couple months I was offered an old RV for a price I could afford, but right after that my car suddenly sustained one damage after another and the place that has been helping me with vehicle repairs suddenly announced that they are no longer going to do so at the very start of this. I'd need more vehicle repair help, in order to get the RV on the road and maintain it, not less. And I'd still need my car for affordable transportation and a back up... at least until I became sure that the RV would be sound and dependable and parkable. I feel certain that this was a round of the targeting sabotaging my upgrade into a better vehicle to live in, because I am in desperate need of at least this.
The sabotages have been happening in many different ways. And although some of it can be seen as "coincidence" or "just life" at least most of it has really been the targeting keeping me trapped and isolated from the types of help I need most. Its a miracle that I am even still surviving this situation. I am surviving it, thus far, due to the little bits of help I have gotten from a lot of people, and the Light that shines for me...etc. But I really need to be doing far more than just barely surviving, like I have been for a very long time now.
Although I know people who are wealthy enough to loan or gift me the amount of money I need in order to provide myself with a home and other things I need, that help has been being sabotaged too. Below are some of the problems in this arena.
1. Some people may be too scared to help me, because I told them about the targeting of people who had tried to help me in the beginning.
2. People who do not realize or believe that I am really being targeted think that all I have to do is get a job, in order to get out of my situation. They seem to think that living in a car is what I want and what I have chosen. Brainwashings appear to be happening to make some people believe this, because they stay stuck in that belief even after the truth is explained to them.
3. Some people have been intentionally withholding the levels of financial help that would enable me to get out of this homeless situation, until I check myself into a psych ward. It appears that they have been brainwashed into doing this, because it is too cruel for them to be doing on their own accord, especially since I am not "insane" - I have no severe problems in this arena and it would hurt me to go and get stigmatized and drugged...etc.
4. Some people want to help me but can not afford to give or loan me as much as I need.
5. Some people are too greedy or heartless or are part of the targeting and want me to continue suffering.
6. Masses of people have been being brainwashed into thinking that all homeless people are either drug addicts or alcoholics or are "mentally ill" and that these types of people do not deserve help, although they do deserve it and should get it. Masses of people have also been brainwashed into not helping beggars due to some of them being con artists who are not really homeless and just do not want to work and earn their own money, although most of them surely are not this. I am none of these things.
7. Far too few people are aware of the covert targeting that intentionally shoves decent hard-working people into destitution and suffering and holds them trapped there until they perish.
What do I need for help in order to be safe and able to take better care of myself? It all seems too much to expect, at this point. But...
1. I need aware and caring and free officials to be here for me and stopping ALL levels of the targeting from continuing. Until this happens; I need radio wave blockers that would block ALL frequencies of radio waves and still let in the natural energy that I need to survive and thrive on every level. And I'd need them at my home and at my job and in between and in every other place I have to go to, in order for me to get back onto my feet physically and financially...etc.
2. I need to quickly obtain enough money to purchase my own land or home, in a safe, peaceful country location, and to be able to set it up with a shelter...etc., and surveillance so that I have complete control over who accesses the property and when.
3. There are many other things, but above are the basics needed for my long term survival. For short term I need at least a far larger and better vehicle to live in, and to be able to maintain it and heat it and keep gas in it and keep it safe from intrusions...etc.
4. More than anything; I need genuine compassion, understanding, validation, safety from all aspects of the targeting (for other people as well as myself), and to be able to recover from what the targeting has done to me, in order to get on with my life. I deserve and should have this.
P.S. Brainwashings/mind control appears to have been being used on people whom I was close to. There's been a lot of "help" from people who are part of the targeting program. One of the tactics has been to zoom in to "help" so that they can cause more harm and they sometimes use unaware and deceived and brainwwashed people in this process - people who think they are helping... like what is done in a covert "rescue" that is really to force a victim out of their loves and into complete enslavement...etc.
Around the beginning of the last big vamp up in the targeting, two people who wanted to help me with a place to live and a job were VERY obviously targeted. In one of these situations; the woman who'd offered me help, suddenly experienced her home being broken into, damage done to her property and her beloved cat missing. It appears that the targeting was initially done in these types of obvious ways just to make me feel too scared to turn to people for help, and it worked. But I now realize that these sorts of obvious things would not have continued happening, because it would merely prove the targeting. But other less obvious things can happen and have. There is just cause for concern of caring people who help me being harmed, with laser and microwave weapons, which can make an injury or death appear to be of natural causes.
My business has been severely sabotaged through computer infiltrations....etc. And other jobs have been sabotaged in multiple ways, including damaging vehicles. In recent years; the sabotaging of other jobs has been being done with microwave and laser weapons that inflict me with severe pain when I get a job or am aiming for one. And its not just my business and jobs that have been being sabotaged.
In the past couple months I was offered an old RV for a price I could afford, but right after that my car suddenly sustained one damage after another and the place that has been helping me with vehicle repairs suddenly announced that they are no longer going to do so at the very start of this. I'd need more vehicle repair help, in order to get the RV on the road and maintain it, not less. And I'd still need my car for affordable transportation and a back up... at least until I became sure that the RV would be sound and dependable and parkable. I feel certain that this was a round of the targeting sabotaging my upgrade into a better vehicle to live in, because I am in desperate need of at least this.
The sabotages have been happening in many different ways. And although some of it can be seen as "coincidence" or "just life" at least most of it has really been the targeting keeping me trapped and isolated from the types of help I need most. Its a miracle that I am even still surviving this situation. I am surviving it, thus far, due to the little bits of help I have gotten from a lot of people, and the Light that shines for me...etc. But I really need to be doing far more than just barely surviving, like I have been for a very long time now.
Although I know people who are wealthy enough to loan or gift me the amount of money I need in order to provide myself with a home and other things I need, that help has been being sabotaged too. Below are some of the problems in this arena.
1. Some people may be too scared to help me, because I told them about the targeting of people who had tried to help me in the beginning.
2. People who do not realize or believe that I am really being targeted think that all I have to do is get a job, in order to get out of my situation. They seem to think that living in a car is what I want and what I have chosen. Brainwashings appear to be happening to make some people believe this, because they stay stuck in that belief even after the truth is explained to them.
3. Some people have been intentionally withholding the levels of financial help that would enable me to get out of this homeless situation, until I check myself into a psych ward. It appears that they have been brainwashed into doing this, because it is too cruel for them to be doing on their own accord, especially since I am not "insane" - I have no severe problems in this arena and it would hurt me to go and get stigmatized and drugged...etc.
4. Some people want to help me but can not afford to give or loan me as much as I need.
5. Some people are too greedy or heartless or are part of the targeting and want me to continue suffering.
6. Masses of people have been being brainwashed into thinking that all homeless people are either drug addicts or alcoholics or are "mentally ill" and that these types of people do not deserve help, although they do deserve it and should get it. Masses of people have also been brainwashed into not helping beggars due to some of them being con artists who are not really homeless and just do not want to work and earn their own money, although most of them surely are not this. I am none of these things.
7. Far too few people are aware of the covert targeting that intentionally shoves decent hard-working people into destitution and suffering and holds them trapped there until they perish.
What do I need for help in order to be safe and able to take better care of myself? It all seems too much to expect, at this point. But...
1. I need aware and caring and free officials to be here for me and stopping ALL levels of the targeting from continuing. Until this happens; I need radio wave blockers that would block ALL frequencies of radio waves and still let in the natural energy that I need to survive and thrive on every level. And I'd need them at my home and at my job and in between and in every other place I have to go to, in order for me to get back onto my feet physically and financially...etc.
2. I need to quickly obtain enough money to purchase my own land or home, in a safe, peaceful country location, and to be able to set it up with a shelter...etc., and surveillance so that I have complete control over who accesses the property and when.
3. There are many other things, but above are the basics needed for my long term survival. For short term I need at least a far larger and better vehicle to live in, and to be able to maintain it and heat it and keep gas in it and keep it safe from intrusions...etc.
4. More than anything; I need genuine compassion, understanding, validation, safety from all aspects of the targeting (for other people as well as myself), and to be able to recover from what the targeting has done to me, in order to get on with my life. I deserve and should have this.
P.S. Brainwashings/mind control appears to have been being used on people whom I was close to. There's been a lot of "help" from people who are part of the targeting program. One of the tactics has been to zoom in to "help" so that they can cause more harm and they sometimes use unaware and deceived and brainwwashed people in this process - people who think they are helping... like what is done in a covert "rescue" that is really to force a victim out of their loves and into complete enslavement...etc.
Saturday, January 15, 2022
Four Great MLK Quotes, Which I Can Relate To
"There comes a time when one must take a position that is neither safe, nor politic, nor popular, but he must take it because conscience tells him that it is right." ~ Martin Luther King
"The ultimate tragedy is not the oppression and cruelty by the bad people, but is the silence over that by the good people." ~ Martin Luther King
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." ~ Martin Luther King
"Darkness can not drive out darkness; only Light can do that. Hate can not drive out hate; only Love can do that." ~ Martin Luther King
"The ultimate tragedy is not the oppression and cruelty by the bad people, but is the silence over that by the good people." ~ Martin Luther King
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." ~ Martin Luther King
"Darkness can not drive out darkness; only Light can do that. Hate can not drive out hate; only Love can do that." ~ Martin Luther King
Monday, January 10, 2022
One of my Favorite Movies
The movie - "Still Mine," staring James Cromwell and Geneviève Bujold, is one of my favorites. Its packed with lessons about elderly people and the importance of them retaining their needed and desired independence in their own homes. It also addresses the problem of new building codes preventing people from building affordable homes for themselves on their own land.
This movie was based on a true story that happened in Canada, but its multitudes of lessons can help everyone everywhere. Its a movie that reaches hearts. I hope it reaches yours.
https://youtu.be/-h1M1abp6tA
Sunday, January 9, 2022
Miracle of Realization?
Miracle of Realization
copyright Sharon Rose Poet
Its held my loved ones trapped in its sly deceptions
And damaged my most needed and treasured relations,
How do I let go of what continues to taint my life?
How do I survive under the jealous, hateful knife?
There is no letting go of what continues to intrude
Until realization of truth enables all of us to elude.
But can Truth permeate their strongest dark walls
And let Light reach all the hearts it still sadly calls?
Thursday, January 6, 2022
Never Blame Ourselves
Never Blame Ourselves
copyright Sharon Rose Poet
It is very difficult for the kind and honest
To fathom the darkness that lurks on hidden shelves.
When we finally see it, we should never blame ourselves.
Distractions of Turmoil
Distractions of Turmoil
copyright Sharon Rose Poet
Turmoil was cast upon everyone else
As greed came off its hidden shelf.
I wish the truth extended beyond me
For everyone else to fully see,
So that Light can win the races;
Washing masks from evil places,
And letting in only a Love
That hate can't rise above.
My heart aches for the victims
When that covert darkness wins.
It should never win again.
Sunday, December 26, 2021
The "Insane" Game
The "Insane" Game
copyright Sharon Rose Poet
That "insane" label they tacked on me
Was not an opinion of what they see.
Its what they say, in order to hide
How cruel they were and how they lied.
I was the one who carried a Light
Into their darkest, evil night.
And I am the one they blame
In the dark "insane" Game.
The Axe
copyright Sharon Rose Poet
I walked around with an axe in my back
Stumbling to safety on the wrong track.
None of them knew and none could see
Who owns the axe that makes me bleed.
They expected me to just leave it there
And silently continue without care.
I'm sorry. I couldn't.
I was slandered by the hateful jealousy in my sisters who manipulated my whole family into losing trust in me. Its been a horribly painful attack that still hurts incredibly.
Saturday, December 25, 2021
A Sad Christmas Morning
Its a painfilled Christmas morning, as I think of my children and the core of what tore us apart. I wish we were together and still sharing the love we had for each other.
Unbreakable Love
Copyright Sharon Rose Poet
They disguised hate in "help" -
While pretending to be kind.
And my sweet, naive children
Were too unaware and blind.
The hurt inflicted upon them
Is just so indescribably sad.
They had deeply needed their
Trust in the mother they had.
But our love for each other
Still lives on and on and on.
It was far too strong
to ever really be gone.
Friday, December 24, 2021
My Charlie Brown Christmas Tree
I have never cared for the commercial Christmas and have always felt that it should be more about the Love Jesus came to teach us. I'll be lighting my usual prayer candle, with a prayer for FREEDOM and the LOVE that attaining it will enable. Deep in the HEART of Christmas there is LOVE.
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