Feel the Truth

Please always tune into your own heart and instincts when you read or hear things, because sometimes what feels right is more right than science is saying, and what feels wrong is more wrong then science is saying.

P.S. My newest article on July 20th, 2023 Congressional Censorship Hearing; https://forpeaceinamerica.blogspot.com/p/congressional-censorship-hearing-july.html

The "Five Minutes for Freedom" Speech...

   The original "National Health Freedom Coalition" was started, in order to enable natural health care practitioners the right to help people without being arrested and convicted for offering herbs or energy healing...etc., without a medical license. Then it grew into standing up for other rights and freedoms associated with our health and safety and our right to make choices for ourselves, which do not include pharmaceuticals or mandatory vaccines for our children...etc.
   Diane Miller is a lawyer who is one of the three original founders of the National Health Freedom Coalition. In this "Five Minutes for Freedom" speech Diane exposed a truth that every person on earth should be made aware of. It is difficult to hear on this video because Diane Miller's microphone appears to have not been working properly and she struggled with the delivery of her speech in some places. But it was still the best speech I've ever heard and those who know me, and my very long lone stand for freedom, will understand why when you hear it. I literally cried through the last minute or so of it and had to listen to it a couple times. "Someone else knows and is standing up!," my heart literally cried out loud. This meant a lot to me. More than words can say. Nothing has given me hope more than this one minute of this speech has. I have transcribed* this part for those of you who will not be able to hear it well on your computers.

I hope this speech will reach the whole world and help restore our most important freedoms - the freedom to think for ourselves and retain our own hearts and spirits and live out our lives the way we choose to, without any sort of interference from the dark forces that use pharmaceuticals and radio wave technologies and other things, in order to control or harm humanity...

* "We have a new element in our world, since 1900. It is the evolution of our man made technology. Current technology has the capacity to control, kill, destroy humans without confrontation or traditional war or explosions. Technology has the capacity to make Mother Earth uninhabitable. Technology has the capacity to convert humans into non-humans, without their consent. Technology has the capacity to change the nature of what it means to be human. Technology, in and of itself, does not recognize the fundamental principle that humans have a sacred side; a soul path - a yearning for following their hearts and pursuits - a need for the freedom to decide their own destiny and to be free from the abuse of power and domination - and our innate interconnectedness... with all of nature and Mother Earth - and our expectation for life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness.
    Technology is a tool. It does not have a soul. It can be used for good. It can be used for evil or tyranny. Will those who own or implement technology be held to the moral principals embodied in our constitution - our law of the land? Can our constitution provide the much needed guidance now, and reign in technology, to insure the survival of humans and our planet? Will we and our law makers act quickly and will we construct our [ grills? ] soon enough to save our lives? We are the people.... This is our dream; the sacred plan of freedom - the protection of the human spirit. We will now act, all together, and answer our individual callings to do what we can to steer our sacred ship of freedom to safe harbor." ~ Diane Miller JD

5 Minutes for Freedom speech by Diane Miller JD

https://youtu.be/DnlU7CuNbVM?t=266

   I think it is probably no coincidence that the microphone was not working well for this speech. It appears to me that Diane has been being covertly targeted. And its probably radio waves that were used to interfered with her brain function during this speech and some other ones.
   I pray for a strong Light to shine for Diane and her courageous pursuits to regain some of our lost freedoms. It appears that she has accomplished a lot with helping state laws to be passed, which enable us the freedom to make our own personal health care choices, but it surely would have been a lot more if there was less opposition. Diane deserves a LOT of credit for following her own heart in a pursuit of freedom for humanity. I'm sure its not been easy for her.
   The original "National Health Freedom Coalition" now appears to have split up; it branched out into the "United States health freedom congress," which seems different from the original organization and has become more popular. Shifts like this are a common result of the evil targeting that tries to phase out the genuine heart of the original and replace it with something else - something more controllable. Hopefully this is not what has happened here and that it is stopped if it is. Below is the website for the original organization...

National Health Freedom Coalition

https://nationalhealthfreedom.org

Constitutional Rights: It's a Matter of Health and Survival by Diane Miller JD

https://youtu.be/BOUSZbHnDdk

P.S. I wonder if they also took over Diane's family, like they did mine. I'd love to talk to her, but I don't dare even try to, because it would most likely make the targeting vamp up on both of us and sabotage our connection. This has happened before. It has been my experience that truly targeted people, who are fully aware and have the heart to resist, have not been allowed to unite, because there is more power in groups who stand up than there is in individuals who stand up. And because isolated individuals can be more easily inconspicuously murdered or gotten rid of in some other way. It appears that Diane has not been as isolated, as I have been, and this is good for her. However, the tiny amount of views and support for her "Five Minutes for Freedom" speech indicates that she is too alone in this stand. Please give her some kind and genuine support. Hopefully she never will be isolated and that she still has loved ones who can care about her and support her and that her heart will hold strong. I pray for safety and freedom for her and all other targeted people as well as the rest of humanity. And me too.

Hopefully soon... all of us (humanity) will be fully free to follow our own hearts and instincts and natural spirituality, and live out our own lives the way we choose to, without any sort of interference or harm being inflicted by radio wave technologies or pharmaceuticals or anything else.

NEWS vs OPINIONS

I miss the type of news reports that share only the proven facts in ways that are objective, kind and considerate. The news reporters, that share speculations and opinions, are often confusing and misleading, especially when their opinions are negative and the speculations are not true. News should be just real facts. And the gossipy opinions and speculations should not be in it at all.
   And news should NOT be trying to interfere with presidential elections... The news should not be trying to sway people toward or against ANY presidential candidate, because it is just too wrong no matter how its looked at. In a free country like America, we are ALL entitled to a free and unmanipulated choice about who we vote in as our next president.

ABOUT MANDATORY VACCINES

The reason why there is such a huge movement toward organic foods and "going green" - is because many people, including experts, know that it is really important for us to keep all types of chemicals and toxins and pharmaceuticals out of our foods and out of our bodies and out of our environment. In fact, the health and future of humanity depends on us completing this positive shift. Please realize and respect this truth.

Trying to force people into being vaccinated, through guilt tripping, terrorizing, coercing, manipulating, shaming, brainwashing or any other way, is wrong no matter how its looked at. Please stop doing this to us. Please accept our right to a free and unmanipulated and respected choice about what is done to our own bodies, and that of our children, when it comes to ALL types of vaccines and other pharmaceuticals.

Braking the Silence

Braking the Silence

copyright Sharon R. Poet

It crashed in like boulders

Flung out from the cliff

Where old fires smoldered

And hearts had fallen stiff.

They trashed the real truth

And turned it into "lies,"

Confirming devastation

Among my heart's cries.

They again turned my pain

Into the hate they project.

While demanding silence

And undeserved respect.

I didn't expect them to care

I didn't expect them to see.

Its never even been there

For the likes of little me.

Its my fault. I opened doors -

Put my head on their block.

While cruel waves swelled

To hit my rotting dock.

But I had to stand for him

And all of them and me -

I had to brake the silence

To set the others free.

Did I really think that

I would only succeed.

I wish I'd had a place -

A bit of solid ground,

Where peace and love

Was all I had around.

The Blades

The Blades

copyright Sharon R. Poet

 They sharpened their blades 

And raised them to lash out 

 In the troubles they created 

 To make us hurt and shout.

More Difficulties

As I worked on my new "Exposing Emotional Abuse" blog, targeting vamped up on me. Among other things my car was disabled. So I rushed to post this "About me and my Experiences..." page before I was finished with it. I have taken it down and will repost it when it is finished.

P.S. I was able to get my car fixed through hotwiring it. 

Exposing Emotional Abuse Blog

The past couple years of communicating with my family members brought back a lot of painful memories for me, especially the ones where my sisters would fabricate things just to turn my parents against me or to make me feel unloved by my parents, and the ones where they Emotionally Abused our father just to manipulate him against me. But more abuse has also been inflicted upon me, especially since I stood up against my sister's abusive behaviors in efforts to help my father. The Emotional Abuse in my family appears to have gotten worse, instead of better. And this also seems to be the case in the rest of our world. So, I am in the process of writing this new blog for anyone who wants to learn more about Emotional Abuse. Its not totally finished yet, but hopefully it soon will be.

Exposing Emotional Abuse Blog

www.exposingemotionalabuse.blogspot.com

Another Brake Loss on my Vehicle

On April 8th 2023, a brake line on my car suddenly started VERY rapidly leaking brake fluid as I pulled out of a parking lot where it had been parked. I cannot prove to you that it was due to intentional damage done to my car, because the mechanic did not determine if it was or wasn't. But this appears to be the case. 

For Peace in America

https://forpeaceinamerica.blogspot.com

Honoring Our Natural Gender

 I think its really sad that so many people do not appreciate or honor their own natural gender or their own natural sense of sexuality. I believe that the vast majority of the current gay/lesbian movement is the result of pharmaceutical and microwave mind control. And I hope that freedom, from all types of negative influences, is quickly gained so that people (especially our children) can be free to honor their own natural gender and their own natural sense of sexuality...for the sake of their wellbeing.

Honoring my Natural Gender

copyright 3-28-2023 Sharon R. Poet

I am supposed to honor the natural way I am.

I was born a woman and I should stay this way,

No matter what some other people do or say.

And I preferred Love, with a kind and gentle man,

And wanted no shallow sex in someone else’s hand.

I am supposed to honor the natural way I am.

Natural Sexuality

copyright 3-28-2023 Sharon R. Poet

Was it abuse that made you turn away?

Were you brainwashed into being gay?

I hope honoring your natural sexuality

Becomes, for you, a healing reality.

P.S. For the record, I do not judge adults who choose to be lesbian or gay, but I do want it to be a free choice for them, and I do not want our children to be influenced/confused by the microwave mind control or by what should be private sexual choices of adults.
   In case you are wondering; No, I have never been sexual with a woman and its not due to a lack of opportunities. I had been approached many times and I always followed my own heart and my own instincts, which told me that it just did not feel right or good for me.
   At this point in my life I have chosen celibacy and do not want a sexual relationship with a man either. If I ever gain freedom from the targeting, my focus will be on healing and honoring my own natural spirituality and I will not want distractions from this, especially not energy draining ones.

For a Better World

I wish for the chaos and darkness in our world to be replaced with good old fashioned values, like honesty and integrity and kindness and peace and freedom and Love. I wish for this in my own family as well as in the rest of the world.

There is something horribly wrong in places where what is being promoted and accepted are things like... seeking vengeance, instead of kindly resolving problems... lieing to make other people look bad or make ourselves look better instead of being honest... bullying or manipulating people instead of letting them make their own free choices... belittling and degrading people instead of supporting healthy self esteem... attacking or threatening people, instead of being kind and considerate... using prejudice to fight prejudice, instead of using heart to end prejudice... projecting bad behaviors onto innocent people, instead of taking responsibility for them... letting greed deprive people in need, instead of letting wealth spread...etc. And this should NOT continue to become a wide spread norm that the rest of us are forced to accept and be hurt by.

Humanity should be free of ALL of the darkness and heartlessness that pharmaceutical and microwave mind control promotes.

WE SHOULD ALL BE FREE TO CARE ABOUT OUR FELLOW HUMAN BEINGS AND TREAT THEM IN WAYS THAT ARE KIND AND HELPFUL AND ARE NOT INTENTIONALLY HURTFUL OR VENGEFUL.

Three Days of Torture

 Very painful levels of microwaves shot into my head for the past three days. 

New News Broadcast for Microwave Victims

In the video below more is shared about the experiences of the people who were microwaved at the Cuban embassy.

Tears welled in my eyes when I heard one of the victims say, "There is nothing worse than being a victim that everybody doubts," because I know how this feels. I feel sad for her and for other victims, including myself.
   The problem of microwave targeting extends FAR beyond these few people who were targeted at the Cuban embassy and is done in many different ways. This has been happening for MANY decades and there are masses of various types of victims from all walks of life. I have called this a "Technological Holocaust" (since 2011) because this is what it is - a horrid holocaust where technologies, which can emit and direct radio waves, have been being used to influence or harm or terrorize or injure people.
The lack of awareness in our world makes the targeting unbearable for many, especially for those of us who suffer from ongoing attacks... The assumption that victims are just "mentally ill" is actually psychologically abusive, because it can make victims lose trust in their own experiences and perceptions. ALL types of victims should be given the benefit of doubt, because its just too hurtful to do the opposite.

I beg aware microwave weapon experts, and other aware government officials, to stand up with the full truth, not just for us victims, but also for the safety and wellbeing of ALL of humanity. I think part of the reason why some aware officials have not stood up is due to their fear of being targeted and/or their fear of people not being able handle the truth. And I hope they conquer these fears quickly, because there are modes of protection and the FULL truth being exposed to the public is desperately needed. Public awareness can bring victims the validation and understanding and proper types of help from loved ones (or other fellow human beings), that has been desperately needed. FULL public awareness can also open doors for more officials, all around the world, to be taking steps that will prevent the attacks from continuing. Please stand up for us and the rest of humanity.

Microwave weapon attacks can happen in multiple ways. And the results can range from being completely unnoticeable interference with brain function to being ongoing painful tortures or injury to various body parts or inflictions of physical illness or death.
   It has been proven to me that the microwave and laser weapons, which appear to be most often used on targets like myself, are space based. It appears to be microwave weapon systems that are built into satellites, or other space based technologies that are used in conjunction with satellite surveillance systems.
   I have experienced many rounds of painful torture levels of microwave targeting. Most of these attacks just caused physical pain, but some have caused burn marks on my skin or fine laser cuts on my body and clothing and temporary damage to muscles or tendons or nerves...etc. The most painful tortures are done to various parts of my body, but mostly my head. And the loud ringing in my ears only happens during SOME of these attacks.
   The attacks on my brain often cause mental numbness and muddled thinking and a few have been so severe that it made me vomit and have difficulty remaining conscious. The pain during these types of attacks is excruciating and terrifying. I have lived in fear of being inflicted with permanent brain damage since around 2012, when the worse types of attacks started.
   In the past year or so my right hand (my writing hand) has been being painfully lasered to the point of causing noticeable physical damage. And my left hand was damaged in 2012. Among other things this seems to be to force me to stop writing about the targeting.
   My name is Sharon R. Poet and I have been being targeted with microwaves in New Hampshire as well as in other places that I have visited both inside and outside the USA. I am just one of many victims in my situation. And I have absolutely no doubt that my situation is just one of masses of others throughout the world. God, help us all to be truly free and safe!

NBC News; Fighting An Invisible Enemy: The Voices Of Havana Syndrome

https://youtu.be/-tmFJDpLuMI

Aware Targeted Individuals sometimes appear crazy in videos on the web, but the sad truth is that we really are being targeted and tortured and often just have not been told enough of the truths to not be assuming the wrong things, and have often not had enough freedom (from microwave interference with brain function at strategic times) to communicate effectively.
   However, it appears that some people pretend to be torture victims just to pass out misinformation and/or to make us genuine torture victims look crazy. But although they are probably not being tortured by it... they are being controlled by it and are just a different sort of victim.
   There are actually many various types of victims of covert targeting and not all are victims of the microwave torture. Doubt is actually understandable in some of these situations, but blind disbelief and assuming that it is "mental illness," is hurtful and damaging to torture victims who are already dealing with FAR too much. So, please be open minded and objective. And please care about us. We matter too.
My name is Sharon R. Poet and I have been being targeted with microwaves in New Hampshire as well as in other places that I have visited both inside and outside the USA.

Hold On, Dad.

Hold On, Dad. Keep Holding On.

copyright 1-28-23 Sharon Rose Poet

The giant wall between you and us

Makes secret wishes turn to dust.

Tears drip as I feel your pain.

Will I ever see you again?

Why the silence? Why no word?

Have my letters been unheard?

Did you get my last "I love you?"

Its not a lie - my heart is true!

I feel you sitting there alone,

Sadness deepening so far from home.

It hurts so much - a steady ache,

As my body begins to shake.

I can't sleep - can't let you go.

I feel what you do not dare show.

Don't lose trust in yourself -

Put that fear upon a shelf.

Hold on Dad. Keep holding on.

Someday we can right the wrong.

Hold on Dad. Keep holding on

Until all your doubt is gone.

Hold on Dad. Keep holding on.

Don't let it take too long.

Hold on Dad. Keep holding on.

Let your heart sing the song

That brings you safely home.

The Search for Lost Native Children

Below is a new ABC news documentary about a search for a grave yard around an "Indian School" here in the USA. This is an important step toward recovery.
   I think the search for graves should continue and heavily focus on the schools that were run by catholic and other christian churches. According to dreams I had, some of the lost children were burried on school grounds, but not in formal grave yards. According to one of these dreams, some of the children were murdered and buried around the foundation of a brick catholic school, which my mother was sent to in Canada. And my gut feeling is that there were similar situations in other catholic or christian schools here in the USA and abroad.
  I think that all of the truths must be publicly revealed, and a lot of healthy grieving must take place, before a full recovery can happen for the Native survivors and their children. I hope all decedents of the victims of the "Indian Residential Schools", become fully aware of what really happened to their lost relatives in those schools...and that they let their tears wash away the pain and anger until Love and Peace and Forgiveness take its place.

ABC NEWS; American Indian Boarding Schools: A Small US Town Digs for the Truth | Foreign Correspondent

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AJ3rZduU4Oc

Remedies for the De-population Problem

According to reports I read a diminishing rate of child births is a problem here in the USA as well as abroad. It appears that the amount of new births taking place are not enough to sustain our current population into the future. I can understand how this would raise concern in some people. And I hope that remedies focus on facing and fixing the root causes of the lower rate of child births...
   One of the most obvious core problems is the fact that the cost of living has gotten so high that many couples can not afford for one of them to stay home and raise their own child the way many feel that child rearing should be done. And daycare, and other expenses, are often too much for parents who are OK with letting someone else raise their children, especially when there is more than one child. I think that greed, and its aims to get rich, is the core cause of the high costs of living; so we should cast aside greed (and all of its ongoing traditions) so that our world can be an affordable place for anyone to have and raise children the way they want to and if they want to.
   Another obvious part of the core problem is how troubled our world has become in recent decades. Due to this many caring people do not want to bring more children in to be subjected to it or hurt by it.
Another part of the problem is the pharmaceutical part of the covert targeting of humanity. One of the side effects of the mass distribution of brain and feeling numbing pharmaceuticals is people's hearts/feelings/emotions being blocked. Due to people's emotions being blocked many can not even care enough to focus on giving to or providing for other human beings, especially not babies who require so much care. And frankly, heavily drugged people are not fit to be parents until they are free of that oppression and can find there hearts again. A good parent is a free parent who is emotionally available. The pharmaceutical targeting must be completely stopped.
   And then there is the microwave part of the covert targeting of humanity, and its effects on both children and potential parents. I feel that criminal use of microwave weapons is responsible for many illness, including that which causes impotence, like diabetes and lupus, which are rampant in the Native American race. These sorts of eugenics based targetings must be stopped, in order for more children to be born. And all other criminal use of microwave weapons must also be stopped, in order for all of our world to be a safe place to have and raise children.
   Due to the general covert targeting of humanity, and its effects on masses of people, those whose hearts are not blocked by the pharmaceuticals, and whose minds are not too overwhelmed by the microwave targeting, can sense that something is horribly wrong in our world, even when they do not know exactly what it is, and this surely causes many to hold back from bringing more children into our world. Kind and caring people, who would be good parents, need to feel that their children will be safe - not be hurt or subjected to bad things.

The bottom line is that we must make our world a far more FREE and SAFE and LOVING and MORAL and TRUSTWORTHY place for our children to grow up in. LETS DO IT! Then more people will want to have more babies and will be able to raise them in ways that are healthy for them.

Its not enough to just have more children born; we need to be raising them in ways that keep them healthy and whole, emotionally as well as physically, in order to retain and improve upon the integrity of humanity. The current state of our world is proof of this. A lot freedoms need to be regained, and a lot of healing needs to take place, for us to make our world a safe and healthy place for our children, but we can do it.

Poem - How Dare They?

How Dare They?
copyright Sharon R. Poet 11/2/2022

How dare they call a heart "insane"
Inside a cruel and evil game?
How dare they hide behind a mask
And make the puppets do the task?
How dare they aim to steel control
In a place that does not know?
How dare they think they can win
While committing the worse sin?
How dare they?

My Heart Bud Website Has been Taken from me!

My old www.heartbud.com website has been taken from me and the charge to get it back is thousands of dollars, which makes it impossible for me. This also wipes out the important email account I had for that site, which also wiped out a lot of evidence.

This site was an important part of my work! :-(

Poems I Recently Wrote

Despair's Prison
copyright Sharon R. Poet 10/1/2022

My despair thrust itself 

Against it's prison's pane, 

With withered Hope 

And no saving rope 

To soothe away it's bane, 

Then wove it's way 

With nothing to say 

Through heavy drops of rain, 

That dare to fall 

And fail to stall 

Over and over and over again. 

 But it searches still, 

With all it's sight, 

Through twisted webs 

 And darkened ebbs, 

For the needed Light. 

Is it there - does it exist 

Or must it remain sorely missed? 

Will there ever be an end 

To their relentless night?

Web of Deception 

copyright Sharon R. Poet 10/2/2022

They weaved their web inside my dream 

As well as in my tortured life. 

Concealing darkness that snuck in 

To compound my strife. 

Its happened before and may again 

But I hope it never will. 

There has to be a real Light 

Somewhere beyond that hill.

Fantasies 

copyright Sharon R. Poet 10/2/2022

Freedom reins in my fatasies 

Around my heart's aching bleeds 

And my soul's unfilled needs. 

Perhaps someday it will be real - 

Something I can fully feel.

Hidden Knife 

copyright Sharon R. Poet 10/2/2022

If they could care 

 To leave the mask 

Inside an unused task, 

And cast aside the 

Hidden knife, 

The hell could end 

And heart may send 

 It in to save my life.

The Return

copyright Sharon R. Poet 10/2/2022

When I write out my rhymes 

Its a returning to my Self 

And the memories of times 

When freedom was not a wish 

But something that was mine. 

Did that freedom truly exist 

In any of the sorted past? 

If it did it did not last. 

But perhaps it will return 

In lessons we must learn.

Emily's Mother

copyright 10-1-2022 Sharon R. Poet

She gasped one breath 

Before her death 

Dared to finally fall. 

Tears that fell 

Came to wish her well 

Through the final call.

Dear Emily copyright

Sharon R. Poet 10/2/2022

Writing our hearts 

Is something we must do. 

It is true. 

I can so relate to you. 

I lack your education, 

But we are still alike 

Even as victims of a dark 

That swung around to strike. 

Our "childish" rhymes 

Could reach the times 

In hearts we could touch. 

We must not let "intellect" 

Interfere so much.

How I Feel About Abortions

I feel that abortions should be done in the natural way; There are plants that women can use for natural contraception and also for a natural abortion in the first few months of pregnancy. It is very sad that we lost most of the wisdom of these plants and how to use them, but surely it can be regained.

I hope that women who have successfully used natural plants for abortions will publicly share what they used and how they used it, so that humanity can reclaim the wisdom of how to have a safe and natural abortion at home. In a dream I was given the name of an herb, which appears to be for this purpose. That herb was "Ladies Mantle." I have heard that Penny Royal and other herbs can also be effective. I do not know how much or how often to use them, but I'm sure there are people who do and hopefully they will soon be able to freely share that information without being targeted in any way or regarless of the foolish targeting.
   Knowledge of the natural ways to have an abortion, in the privacy and comfort of our own homes, should be made available to every woman and the rest of humanity. An abortion should be as free and easy as growing and picking and using the right plants in effective ways.
   Some say that the plants are unsafe, but I strongly feel that they are actually the safest way to have an abortion; we just need to learn which ones to use and how to use them. And we should be doing our own propagation and growing of these plants. Women were doing this for thousands of years, before modern pharmaceuticals and invasive medical procedures took control, and there is nothing wrong with returning to the natural ways. I actually think we must, for the sake of our health and safety.
   Through nature, we truly have been provided with everything we need and I think we must turn back in that direction, for abortions as well as everything else.

I understand that there is a lot of controversy on this "abortion" subject. I feel that the drive against abortions contains far too little consideration for BOTH women and children. So I feel a need to make a stand on it... No woman should ever be forced to have a child, that she either does not want or does not feel comfortable bringing into this world, because it is not good for her or the child.
   If I could still have children; I would not even consider bringing another child into this world right now, because it is such a troubled place and I would not want my child to be subjected to it. If I got pregnant now, I'd want to immediately stop the process, in the natural way, in the comfort of my own home. If I were still in my child bearing years, and was sexually active, I'd be growing the plants that I'd need for both contraception and abortion in my own yard or on my own windowsill. I feel sure that most women would also prefer this, even though many have not publicly said so due to the horrid negative judgements that have been being flung around. Those judgements must stop, especially since they sometimes get cruel or violent. I hope those who fling them find their hearts.

Women should be free to choose an abortion, in the early stages of a pregnancy, without being shamed for it. And ALL women should be informed of the natural ways to do it with home grown plants in the comfort of their own homes so that they are also free to choice either that or going to a clinic. These are just basic human rights that should not be shamed or prevented.

P.S. If our world were a more free and safe and healthy and affordable place to raise children... more women would be having more babies. If those who negatively fight against abortion would drop the axe and aim for less discord and more kindness and more consideration and more respect for women's rights and the needs of children...they could actually help make our world a healthier place for children to be birthed into.

WE MUST MAKE OUR WORLD SAFE FOR CHILDREN!

New Freedom's Peace Paper

Freedom's Peace Paper

http://www.poeticpublications.com/freedomspeacepaper.pdf

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves,
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

The Targeting of my Heart Bud Publication

My Heart Bud publication has been heavily targeted. The sabotages have taken on many different forms and ended up with its websites being blocked from public view. www.sharonsbud.com advertised my first 2007 edition of what became The Heart Bud publication in 2008. The two websites I used for this were www.theheartbud.com and www.heartbud.com. The files I'd uploaded on these sites since 2007 have been changed to a 2021 date, which seems to mean that the files have been changed by those who target me. I can not reach the heart bus sites to see what the pages show. But the www.sharonsbud.com site now shows an index page that is Chinese!!!! 

And I just almost lost BOTH of my heart bud websites due to them "expiring" even though I think I'd paid for them. I paid for them again, but was not able to print the receipt from the hosting site, due to the page going blank, and I was not able to log into the email account they said the receipt was sent to. I have noticed that not all of my websites are even listed on the "my products" listings of domains page that is to renew them. This could have been part of the problem. My freedom's peace website needed renewing and it was not listed on the domain product page today. I was able to get it renewed  BEFORE it expired, but it is disturbing that not all my domains are listed, making it to easy to overlook them, like what may have been done to the heartbud sites when I was renewing all of my sites last year. 

more may be added soon. This is all just too discouraging. The web is NOT safe for targeted people and I do not know why I even bother with the fight to hold onto what is mine on it, anymore. I don't stand much of a chance against evil intrusive forces that seem to be able to infiltrate any company I use or any computer I use.

P.S. UPDATE 10/2022; I had paid for www.heartbud.com site just before posting this. BUT the payment appears to have been applied to something else and the site has been taken over. This also wipes out the important email account I had for that site, which also wiped out a lot of evidence. 

Web Infiltration

I was just checking on some of my websites and was shocked by what I found. ALL of the files on ALL of my websites have been changed to the year 2021 as the date of being uploaded, which wipes out all my copyright proofs! And two of my websites have been replaced with chinese pages! - www.sharonsbud.com and www.namatari.com.

It Is What It Is

No matter how we perceive it, it still is what it is.

Plea for Our Future

   Last week I had several dreams of fire and flood disasters. I feel that at least some were symbolic of what has been happening in my life. But it appears that some were prophetic and that those who target humanity plan to vamp up the "natural" disasters...etc. In one dream there is pressurized water pushing its way to the surface of the Earth, in different places that are all connected, which causes the surface if the Earth to sink/flood. In another one there is a fire in the middle of the USA which comes down from Canadian...etc. 

I beg officials to stand up for humanity and call for an end to criminal use of all sorts of laser and microwave weapons, including those that have been being used to torture victims like myself and those that have been used for mind control...as well as all other parts of the horrid evil targeting of humanity.